An Outing

My nurse came in today. The elbow is getting to the scab over soon. I still feel my back tender from all my falling. Poor baby.

Things here are normal. Nothing much to report. I was feeling kinda adventurous, so I hopped on a trolley. I had lunch at the Market Deli on Houston. After that I went to Walgreen's because I wanted a card for Stella. I also found some danish that will go well with my pot of cawfee.

Chif Out

New Year's Eve

...and I'm getting ready for bed. Once upon a time I was out there, but no more. It's just another day. Tomorrow would have been my sister's 70th birthday.

But life goes on. B&D are probably at B's house getting ready for the fireworks. I was not invited because I just don't hang like I used to. I'm an old person remembering the old days. Last year I was there but I left early.

Scared

I'm afraid to leave my apartment now. It's one thing to fall all over downtown SA and another to fall here at home. I hate to rely on anyone, but I'm gonna have to start.

I'm supposed to be getting a walker soon. I just never thought I'd get to this, but it will allow me to hopefully get my confidence back. It would be nice to get a cane with the four rubber tips, but I would prefer the walker.

Chif Out

Why me?

I had a great day today. Enjoyed the last of Stella's biscotti and waited for my nurse to call. She says my wounds are coming along just fine. One is scabbing and the other still drains a bit.

Later today, I was trying to nap in the recliner. I got up to go to the bathroom. What I didn't know was that both feet were asleep and when I got up, I hit the floor. It took me a while to get up. Jean Luc came up and asked what I was doing at his level. Smart Alec.

B came by to leave me something. And I told her about my latest trip. How can I explain these falls? My doctor ran a battery of tests in November, and they didn't show anything out of the ordinary.

D was coming over to drop some litter for JL. So I'm walking across the lobby when I fell yet again! And she says I need that walker asap. Actually I'm waiting for a supplier to contact my insurance company. I've called only to get the run around. I'm calling them again tomorrow.

I'm so afraid to go out but I have to do things and I do not want to depend on anyone. So, I fall all over downtown SA and then I have a few in my apartment.

We're thinking of getting me a provider or care taker to basically baby-sit me. I just do not want to rely on someone. I need to talk to my case manager and see what we can do.

Chif Out

A Visitor

I had a friend over from my days at the Hyatt Regency on the Riverwalk. We caught up on things and spoke of the good old days. I2 is ready to celebrate 25 years working there.

It was a good visit and Jean Luc was his charming self. I2 said she wanted a cat, but it's difficult finding the right animal for the right person. I lucked out big time with JL.

I'm calling it a day. I2 just left and I just have to wait for Hush Puppy to call.

And then...

...I woke up. I looked around to see what was going on. I saw the curtain and liner on the bathroom floor. I looked for the curtain rod and I realized it was under me. And then I passed out again.

I had periods of consciousness followed by unconsciousness. I had my wits about me and I finally figured out I was lying on the top parts of the liner and curtain. I had a throbbing pain on my back and realized it was the curtain rod.

I tried to maneuver around but movement was limited. And I passed out. I think I slept more than time I was awake. I finally was able to get all the shower paraphernalia out of the tub and on the bathroom floor. I also discovered it was some curtain hooks I was lying on that added the pain.

I had a throbbing pain but didn't know know where it was coming from. But it felt great to get that stuff out of the way. It dawned on me that the throbbing was coming from my back and I was able to get the rod out from under me and threw that on the bathroom floor. Again, black out.

The bathroom has no windows. I couldn't tell the time of day let alone what day it was. My bathroom wall faces the elevators and every time I heard people waiting for the elevator and I started yelling hoping someone would be nice enough to investigate.

I came to the realization that I was stuck for good. I kept hoping I would get found. If I got thirsty I would drink water from the spigot. And I kept
trying get up, but it was impossible.

I would wake up periodically and take long hours assessing the situation.
I was still in the tub, nobody knew I was there. And through it all I knew someone will come and free all.

And then the inevitable thing happened. I had to go #1 and I couldn't hold
loo. I finally decided to give up and see what happened. I wound up urinating on myself but what else could I do?

I started hallucinating and seeing people that weren't there. And I had some out there kind of stories that everyone laughed at when I was under the influence.

And poor Jean Luc. He would come in and demanded I feed him and give him water. He also wanted me to clean his litter box. Poor baby he wound up drinking out of the commode and that brought a tear to my eyes.

How long was I out and when would I be rescued?

Today w/Hush Puppy

HP got back into town around lunchtime. We had planned Chinese food and I called Mess to see if he wanted to join us, but he said he'd pass on us.

HP and I coordinated bus routes, etc. I waited under five minutes and he showed up. Hug, hug, kiss, kiss and we walked to a Chinese restaurant in a shopping strip.

The company was great as was as the food. He asked about yesterday and I told him that he missed out on a great spread. We had appetizers of fried won tons with cream cheese, and he ordered shrimp toast.

I had a triple delight, which was chicken, beef, and shrimp and it was so delicious. I don't remember, but I think he ordered something with shrimp and beef maybe. I just know it looked tasty.

I was ravenous so I ate my whole plate. HP ate about half and got a to-go box for lunch tomorrow. Then we walked to the bus stop where we waited for the bus. He waited until the bus showed up. Gurl, I ain't that helpless. But we look out after each other.

Dinner at Stella's

Stella is Mess's faux sister, just a great friend for him. And she's such a great person and treats us all like family. Hush Puppy was in Kerrville with his family, so he wasn't able to make it. Too bad. More food for us!

Dinner was fabulous. First of was shrimp cocktail. She said if we don't finish them, we could take them home. Yeah right. Oink oink. Next on the menu, salad and garlic bread. Yum.

And then it was time for dinner. She had like five different pastas to choose from. I had a little of everything. Again, oink oink. And she said to leave room for dessert. More?

She had homemade canolli with a cherry at one end and pistachio pieces on the other. What made it better was the coffee, and ya'll know how much I love coffee.

And then we had gifts to open! OMG. There was a motif for my gifts, things chocolate, including a chocolate wine. On one hand I was happy to receive these fab yummies. And on the other hand I felt kinda weird not to have gotten her anything.

I'm from the old school that you always take something when you visit someone. I took some Russell Stover's dark chocolate candies which she loved. It was a small gesture but she did say she liked Russell Stover's and she immediately opened the box and she said she'll have one a day.

All in all, it was a nice visit. I look forward to the next visit. Thanks Mess!

Humbug!

I don't know why I never got in the christmas spirit. I think I may have enjoyed it at one time. The most I got into was mailing holiday cards, something I learned from my sister. That went out the door this year because, I was in the hospital.

Anyhoo, some families have their celebrations on christmas eve or the actual day. B & D go to their in-laws, so I'm on my own. Hush Puppy goes to Kerrville to do the family thing. And I'm going with Mess to his sister's later today for dinner. He says his sister keeps asking about me and HP. I mean who could not love us? Other than exes! LOL.

Are you sitting on the edge of your seats dying to read about my great fall? We'll see when we get in the mood.

Weight Loss

So I've lost 61 lbs, that's a little person! I thank people for the compliment and like to say I'm on the AIDS reducing plan. Does anybody remember this gem from the 70's and 80's? Like we actually believed one could lose weight from eating this product.

Keeping in Touch

So now I have to shoot an email to my family every day to let them know I'm alive and not in the tub. I do consider HP, Mess, and Purple 13 as family. I mean Purple I've known over 30 years!

HP, Mess and myself are a family unit. I'm truly blessed with a great support group like mine.

I do need to go to the store but yesterday's incident set me back a few confidence baby steps.

Doncha just love the suspense of my tub incident? :-) Bwah-ha-ha...

Again?

Yesterday I had a great day, perfect weather and all that jazz. Today is a different story, it was cool weather and I should have worn a jacket when I ventured out today.

So, there I was schlepping to the Blanco Cafe minding my own business. I turned the corner and started walking up St Mary's St. Out of the blue I tripped and fell on my belly. At least I didn't injure anything.

There was no one around except for a homeless woman taking up the whole bench and she asked if I was okay. I did have to maneuver to the bench for me to pull myself up. I'm okay I said to the invisible crowd. And I dashed to Blanco Cafe before anything else happened.

What is it with me and gravity? At least I was having a great hair day!

IT, or The Incident

I was winding down from another do nothing day. Part of my routine is computer stuff after my nightly shower.

So there I was ready to get into the tub. All of a sudden I got this dizzy spell kinda feeling and I started wobbling back and forth, so I knew I was gonna fall, the question was where.

I started leaning forward and there's nothing to hold on too, I reached for the shower liner and curtain, like that was gonna steady me. So I fell into the tub face forward.

I remember the liner, curtain and the rod crashing down on me. The last thing I remember is the shower hooks coming down one by one, reminiscent of 'Psycho...'

...and then I passed out.

PSA

It's that time of year again, flu season is upon us. Talk to your doctor or some pharmacies offer the flu shots. I got mine last week after a follow-up with my doctor. So I'm safe for the year.

Are you ready for the big IT? I'm gonna keep you in suspense for a little while. Bwah-ha-ha!

Late Summer, Early Fall

The end of summer and early fall were also redundant. So there was nothing to blog during that time. Okay, I was just lazy avoiding everything and everyone, not to mention my alleged drug induce stupor.

I think this stupor led to my incident I'm gonna blog about. So, I'll keep you in suspense until I talk about the IT that happened next.

The Dead has risen!

I'm b-a-a-a-k! What was gonna be a few weeks sabbatical got out of control and I kinda fizzled out. Remember I was talking about my vertigo/dizziness/and black outs? We think I was stoned, and even Mess asked if I was stoned. I didn't see it of course.

Anyhoo, I just wanted to say hi and am gonna blog about some of my adventures. I do have to comment on the summer that never came. The days were redundant and we never hit the century mark although we did notice the heat and we felt warmer.

Technical Problems

I'm just not with it at this time. I'm gonna take a little break, Chif will welcome any suggestions for my blog. Chif out.

Birthday Girl

Happy 45th Birthday to Oscar winner Sandra Bullock. Gurl, I'm very into her in this pic. Pobrecita that all these bad things have happened to her. But something tells me she's a half-full glass.

Birthday Girl

Happy 45 Birthday to actor Illeana Douglas. She's usually sidekick to the leading character.

OMG!!!

I cannot believe that happened to me. Looks like I lost a week there some where. That just proves my mental stage at the moment. I must re-watch Memento.

It's scary when there's something to be done and you find it done already. I have calendars all over but what's the point if I don't know what day or time it is.

And I truly am sorry to my faithful readers. I'm surprised nobody caught it. I am in need of an editor I guess.

Later

Birthday Boy

Happy 21st Birthday to Dan Radcliffe of the Harry Potter franchise. I'm really getting into this pic. It is very difficult to write anything else with him on the page. Anyhoooooooo, ya'll enjoy.

Birthday Boy

Happy 42nd Birthday to Rhys Ifans. I'm loving the whole package in this period piece that I might have seen. He's usually close to the main character. He does have a have a movie where he was the main actor, and Chiflado approves, 'Danny Deckchair.'

Birthday Boy

Happy 32nd Birthday to hottie Josh Hartnett. Okay, he's not much of an actor. What does get him popular is just the fact that he's gorgeous. One can actually watch any of his movies in mute. Sad but true.

Birthday Boy

Happy 49th Birthday to our own Hush Puppy. You only get one fabooosh friend in your lucky in your life and HP not only fills my void, but he's got some more some where. Almost sounds like I'm gonna ho him out, hey a girl's gotta make money some somewhere.
I've only known HP about a year and a half, but it seems as if I've known him forever. He's a sweet heart, always smiling, and of course a hug and a kiss. I lift my cup of red wine in friendship to my Ethel, and I'm Lucy of course!

Birthday Girl

Happy 69th Birthday to the great song stylist that is Vikki Carr. Originally from El Paso, rumor has it that she currently resides in San Antonio. She is very charitable, especially with Holy Cross HS here in town.

Sorry

Boy, my brain has been taking a holiday whilst I've done nothing these past few days. Still a bit under the blahs and I do have some great news for the few kindly folk that read my blog.

I went to my colo-rectal specialist to get the results of my tumor. The regular doc wasn't there but one of the other specialist came and give a once over. Of course I was in heaven, maybe I can find a husband some where in the Medical Centre.

He did say everything looked fine and not to worry. The tumor is benign but that it is precancerous and they set me up for another visit. They did mention again to stay out of the sun again. I hear a visit to the dermatologist.

Later...

Birthday Boy

Happy 43rd Birthday to hottie Vin Diesel. This guy has it all going. It was so difficult finding a photo of the guy, he just looked so fabush in most of the photos I found, but this one caught my attention for some reason. Enjoy!

Birthday Girl

Happy 93rd Birthday to one helluva gal, Phyllis Diller. She can surely make up stories about her husband Fang. And she can tell stories without using any bad languages. Kudos to Phyllis.

Birthday Boy

Happy 62nd Birthday to Ruben Blades. He's more famous for his music, but he's actually dabbled in films also.

Birthday Boy

Happy 42nd Birthday to Eddie Griffin. We just can't get enough of this actor comedian and he also does stand-up. He's usually a minor character in films where you remember him the most and he's very versatile in his roles. A good movie to watch is 'Undercover Brother,' just be warned of a lot of stereo types.

Birthday Girl

Happy 50th Birthday to the great Jane Lynch. She's done a lot of support films and one usually leaves the theatre thinking of her work. She usually dresses kinda butch, but here she's got the lip stick lesbian look on the red carpet. Kudos on your birthday and the awesome look.

Birthday Boy

Happy 70th Birthday to my Silver Daddy Patrick Stewart. He's done film, movies, and Broadway. He was the reason I started watching the Next Generation and I was not disappointed.

Birthday Boy

Happy 32nd Birthday to Topher Grace from 'That 70's Show.' Now that that the show has been canceled we will see Topher on the big screen and he's already been gotten his feet wet at that.

Birthday Boy

Happy 79th Birthday to Tab Hunter. He was quite the hawtie back in the 50's and he still's got the goods at 79.

Birthday Boy

Happy 41st Birthday to Gale Harold. Of course we will always remember him from Queer as Folk, the predator Brian who conquers any man he wants.

Birthday Boy

Happy 34th Birthday to Fred Savage. A generation ago, we used to watch the 'Wonder Years,' a coming of age series with Fred as the voice of the young version of an older Fred.

Birthday Girl

Happy 59th Birthday to Anjelica Huston. She's had some terrific films to boot and an Oscar to keep her company.

Birthday Boy

Happy 83rd Birthday to Doc Severinsen. Of course we remember him from the Tonight Show and Doc was as important to the show as much as Johnny Carson.

Labs

Maybe it's because I've stressed with all these procedures. Anyhoo, went to get my results and my t-cell count went down, darn it. I went down to 128 down from 220, but I'm still undetectable.

Everything else was a piece of cake. I needed some refills, done. I did tell him about my unknown cancer. Now I have yet another stressful thing on my plate.

And then, to top it off, they misplaced my paperwork and sent me a new set of forms to get me started all over. When it rains it pours.

Birthday Boy

Happy 75th Birthday to his Holiness the Dalai Lama. What can I say that hasn't been said? I can always say 'Save Tibet.'

Birthday Girl

Happy 30th Birthday to Eva Green who made history as a James Bond girl. She too has done other work, of interest is Bertolucci's 'The Dreamers.'
The one flaw is her eye make-up, the smokey look is one thing, but when it's there all the time, it just doesn't do her any justice.

Who Cares?

Sorry I haven't written. There is literally nothing for me to do. I stay at home because I'm afraid to be seen, not to mention I hate crowds, and SA is a major tourist attraction.

I'm in the midst of a minor depression I guess. I mope and cry and try to figure out where I went wrong.

The hallucinations are still there and they're more frequent with no rhyme nor reason for them. My tremors are so bad sometimes they make me laugh when I'm around people, but when I am alone and they hit, I cry again, it's the only outlet I have for the moment.

I'm still enjoying the jell-o cube. Of course the cube is my apartment and people came and go, but I cannot. Everything I need is right here in my cube.

Birthday Girl

Happy 32nd Birthday soon to be a Mommy, Becki Newton. We all know her from Ugly Betty as the receptionist that's into everybody's business, but we still liked her.

Birthday Boy

Happy 37th Birthday to actor Patrick Wilson. He's got a few movies under his belt, but we like him just the same. I would see a movie with Patrick in the cast.

Birthday Boy

Happy 26th Birthday to Ice Princess Johnny Weir. Nice tan line btw. Johnny has not come out, at least as what I've read but he sure Diva's up a storm any chance he can.

More Mayhem

Stop the insanity! It's not fun. It is scary though. I just crawled through another dizzy spell, and I had to sit down. Just came outta nowhere, not that I plan them, but it's yet another reason not to go out as much.

Did I already blog about the jell-o? So there I am in this ginormous cube of jell-o, but I'm in the middle of the cube, and people can come go, but I cannot.
The room itself is barren, just a bed, chair, and a nightstand with a lamp. And in order for me to get out is to ask the correct question to the correct contestant.

Birthday Girl

Happy 65th Birthday to Debbie Harry who has entertained us for so long. Debbie has some movies in her reportoir as well.

Still scared...

I actually went out twice today. Of course the big thing for me is to figure out what day of the week it is before getting started. I made it back in about an hour and 1/2.

Something was on my mind but I could not figure out what it was. Then I looked at my calendar, I saw I had a dinner at La Margarita.

I think that's when it hit. Shallow breathing, sweats, I even got dizzy spells. Don't know if that's a symptom of panic attack or anxiety attack. The evening one started in my apartment, I got to the lobby and I turned to walk back but I nearly bumped into someone. So I aimed toward the door. I stayed there for almost 5 minutes before I finally opened the door and walked out and felt the heat of the day.

It's sad when opening a door is a feeling of accomplishment and I did it all alone, so there. The lecture du jour was Substance Abuse and HIV and Larry is a great presenter and the whole presentation went smoothly.

I really hate these dizzy spells. I feel like I'm gonna faint at any moment.
And the AIDSheimer's keeps getting worse. I can tell what you were wearing last week, but I cannot recall that I saw you today. HP was laughing so hard Sunday when I attempted to say something, but was like my brain was saying one thing and my mouth was saying another thing.

Thanks for putting up me,

Birthday Boy

Happy 25th Birthday to the great Michael Phelps. Oh what I wouldn't do in his underwater castle. Check out the pic for the bulge.

Birthday Girl

Happy 53rd Birthday to Maria Conchita Alonzo. Born in Cuba then moved to Venezuela with her family. She's great in comedies, dramas, and thrillers.

Monday Support Group

I know somewhere I blogged about this group. This one focuses more on addictions, so I fit in perfectly. I would have skipped this group tonight but the Manager was passing out monthly bus passes for July.

Then we had a round the table discussions to see how we were all doing. As usual I was the last and I had THE story. As soon as I said 'I have cancer,' the group got very quiet. It's like what does someone say to that? Then it was time up, so I was not able to continue with my problem. Maybe next time.

Sunday Group

Went to our Sunday social yesterday even though I wasn't in the mood. I just prefer to stay home is all. It was my usual routine, cawfee, toast, and then lounge around until 1,30 or thereabouts to bathe and get dressed. I usually take the 3,20 bus and I'm at MCC around 3,30.

We were a small group yesterday, only four of us showed up. We yakked it up like always. More would be great, but there are guys that come and go, even Chiflado has stayed away to just do nothing at home, to be Garboesque as it were.

Birthday Boy

Mazol Tov! Happy 68th Birthday to a great funny man, Mel Brooks. Mel is one of a selected few who has been able to take his work from one medium and focused it on another, i.e. The Producers. And he's starred, produced, written, and/or directed in films and on Broadway.

Birthday Girl

Happy 55th Birthday to ageless, French beauty, Isabelle Adjani. Isabelle has made some great drama and comedies.

Birthday Boy

Happy 40th Birthday to Sean Hayes of 'Will & Grace' fame. Currently on Broadway, Sean also directs and produces for television.

Birthday Girl

Happy 85th Birthday to June Lockhart. Here we see her on the phone as usual. Kewl phone though. She was also the mother on Lassie. What's that girl? Timmy's down in the well?

Sorry

I have been playing hooky from my blog for no reason or maybe I've forgotten I have a blog. It is nice to hear from 2 of my thousands of fans out there.

Actually I've been a little afraid to go out lately. This AIDSheimers is really beginning to stress me out. There are times when I go out and forget where I'm going. And I've been walking around in a daze kinda like seeing everything out of focus.

So I stay home and avoid all contact with the outside world. When I do go out I make a list of places to go and why I'm going. I also have some fun hallucinations plus I'm having dizzy spells and I just have to sit down and catch my breath and wait until the spinning stops.

And then when I do feel better, I get on-line and my tremors kick in, but when I start working, my hands start banging at the keyboard. Dr J did prescribe something he felt would stop the shakes and it worked, but it works for just a few hours. And now I'm getting involuntary movement all over. My head, legs, and arms all twitch on their own.

And so, I'm scared. Stay home, nobody will see it. And I haven't vomited since April. I look to the future and can't really anything because of the smog.

More later...

Birthday Boy

Happy 33rd Birthday to singer/song writer Jason Mraz. Mraz hails from VA and is mostly recognized in the adult/contemporary category.

Birthday Boy

Happy 31st Birthday to Jai Rodriguez of 'Queer Eye' fame. He's gay, hawt, out, and handsome.

Birthday Boy

Happy 28th Birthday to Prince William. Diana did a good job with both her boys. I chose this photo because it's BxW, shows off his stunning nose, and check out those kissable lips.

Birthday Boy

Happy 39th Birthday to major hawtie Josh Lucas. As far as I've seen, I do not think there exists a bad Lucas film, we're just too busy looking at him to wonder what the movie is all about. And check out those thighs, seksi!

Birthday Girl

Happy 48th Birthday to Paula Abdul. She had some great dance music in the 80's before she was a judge on American Idol. Idol is just not the same without her, and even more now that Simon has left also.

Birthday Boy

Happy 68th Birthday to Sir Paul McCartney who along with John Lennon wrote some of their generation's greatest music.

Birthday Boy

Happy 47th Birthday to Greg Kinnear. I think he got his start on cable television's 'Talk Soup' if I'm not mistaken. Nowadays he's on the big screen in comedies and dramas.

Mental Health Day/Ladies Luncheon

I went to see Dr K for my monthly visit today. She finally noticed the weight loss and I thanked her for that compliment. We talked about other things before I dropped my bomb. A month she said?

She's also been saying I should ask somebody to go with me to these appointments so I can have a second set of ears listening and asking questions. We shall see. Overall it was a good session and nice to have someone else to talk to about my problems.

I got an email from P13 asking me to lunch and I said sure, just say where. She brought R again and we walked over to the Lone Star Cafe on the Riverwalk. She read my blog so she knew what was going on. She wet noodled me.

At least when I go back I'll have a list of questions to ask. I'm planning on typing questions up, so if any of you who have been through this, please help me by asking questions in the comments field.

After lunch I said good-bye then took the trolly to the pharmacy then the library. Gurl had a busy day. I was ready for nap, but I was too tired to sleep, so I just sat in my recliner with my eyes closed.

More later...

Birthday Boy

Happy 48th Birthday to Arnold Vosloo, quite the charming mummy in two of The Mummy franchise. Do my eyes deceive me or does he not look 48? Either way, the man is hawt.

Results

I went to get the results of last week's surgery. Being quite the optimist, I told my doctor nothing's wrong, right? He said no, but I need to check you out today.

He said I was healing fine. Then he dropped the bomb. He said I have a cancer. A cancer. There are so many can you narrow it down. He said it was a skin cancer and I was instantly struck speechless.

He said he wanted to see me in a month. A month? All I can figure on this wait is that he's probably gonna talk to a dermatologist or oncologist to get more information. And that was that.

Now I have a month to let it sink in. Of course I came home and went to Webmd.com to get some information. There are three major forms of skin cancer, the one that jumped out at me was Kaposi Sarcoma which HIV patients get.

That's all I know for now. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers.

Birthday Boy

Happy 37th Birthday to Neil Patrick Harris. We remember him as Doogie Houser, MD a generation ago. Nowadays he's on another sitcom as a womanizing bank executive. Not bad for being an out actor, and I think he deserves an Emmy for his acting on 'How I Met Your Mother.'

Birthday Boy

Happy 49th Birthday wishes to Her Royal Highness of the Culture Club. He did put out some good music for a while, he even made a film which might never see the light of day. Happy Day George.

Birthday Boy

Happy 29th Birthday to hawtie Chris Evans. Known mostly for his action packed films like the two Fantastic Four films, he's also done some rom-com and thrillers. So long as he shows off his hairy chest and that treasure trail, I'm happy.

Birthday Boy

Happy 32nd Birthday to comedic actor DJ Qualls. No one leaves the theatre depressed after watching a Qualls film. He's just too funny for words.

Birthday Boy

Happy 24th Birthday to hawt actor Shia LaBeouf. Chiflado actually found him attractive in his early work where he was usually a dorky character. But check out what became of that ugly duckling. Hawt, hawt, hawt.

Recuperating

Okay, I'm finally at a point where I can catch up with everyone out there. My procedure went okay. I walked to the hospital Monday and took my meds, a list of them, and my DNR, Living Will, and Power of Attorney. Everything's on file now at the hospital. The admissions clerk actually remembered me from my April operation.

The nurses were equally nice. They didn't even look at my meds, they looked at my list and updated what was in the system from April. They gave me a 'you poor thing' look when I told them I was there alone. Hey I'm a big boy, I can handle things on my own. I did ask them to call D when I was ready to go home.

Of course I don't remember the operation. The RN gave me a sedative that knocked me out quickly, I don't even remember being wheeled out. Next thing I knew I was in recovery. I just wanted to leave. They gave me crackers and a 7-Up to settle my stomach and to help the healing process.

D and her husband picked me up when I was ready. Turns out they were at another downtown hospital visiting her mother-in-law who was admitted with heart problems. They invited me to dinner because they hadn't eaten yet, but I just wanted to come home ASAP. I did ask them to take me to Mickey D's for a burger which was so good after my liquid diet. The nurses actually expected me to come home and have soup or jello. I'm not a fan of Mickey D's but that burger was the tastiest burger ever because of the liquid diet.

Tuesday morning I went to the pharmacy to get my script filled out for pain killers. I love this pill, it knocks me out, so I'm pretty much taking them at night. I'm not in much pain, just discomfort, Chiflado is very delicate and should be treated with kid gloves at all times. Tuesday was pretty much a blur as I just slept through most of it.

So that's about it. I'm almost back to normal, that is normal before the operation. I don't think I'll ever be normal like before HIV came my way.

Thanks for your support.

Birthday Boy

Happy 48th Birthday to hawt French actor Vincent Perez. Chiflado has seen a lot of his films and approves! He's also made it to Chez Schnozz.

Birthday Girl

Happy 29th Birthday to Natalie Portman who we remember as Queen Amidala in the first three Star Wars episodes. Chiflado thinks she's delivered Oscar worthy performances that got overlooked for some reason.

Birthday Boy

Happy 39th Birthday to Mark Feuerstein hot actor with a hot schnozz. He does mostly support work and Chiffie's loving the nose thing going.

Birthday Girl

Happy 55th Birthday to Sandra Bernhard, mostly known for her comedy, she's also done some film work and television. What few people know is she has a great singing voice as well which I've heard on some of her specials.