The Majestic

Mike, Tony, et Moi went to the theatre the other day. We went to see The Book of Mormon. It was great and funny. There was colourful language that I could have done with, but it fit in with the musical.

Chilflado

Slow Week

Nothing much to write about. I stayed home all week because of the weather. Plus there's no money for anything.

We had rain most of the week. Everything from drizzle to rain. And I didn't have any appointments.

I watched DVDs. I'm almost finished with The Good Wife. It's great and there are two hot men with tasty noses. Chris Noth is the cheating husband. We remember him from Sex and the City. The other one is Josh Charles. I remember him from Hairspray of all things.

Chiflaco

Insomnia

I did not sleep last Tuesday thru Friday nights. I was a mess. I ran out of ambien and I had no idea how much I needed it.

I was a zombie and just walking in a daze thru this time. I wasn't eating properly which just made it worse.

Humana only allows 90 pills per month. I like Humana and had no problems before. I went to get a new script and told them the situation.

Centromed is my clinic and the director said they would pay for the script. I wasn't able to get them until Saturday. How exciting.

I took two to be on the safe side. I was finally able to get some sleep. I've even been able to take naps again. I was a wreck, but I'm slowly catching up on things. Thank goodness for drugs.

Pepsi

Everyone who knows me knows that I LOVE Pepsi. I first had one in Mexico and it was so sweet. The American version is still great but not as much as the Mexican version.

One of my criteria when I go to a restaurant is if they have Pepsi. If they say no, I order water. I haven't had a Pepsi in about two months.

So I was pleasantly surprised that two of my restaurants serve Pepsi, Sam's Burger Joint and Lone Star Cafe on the River Walk. I know I'll be going there more often, when I have moolah.

I'm unwell. :-)

Chiflaco out.

Eating

From one extreme to another.

Last Friday I was feeling unwell, that's what we prefer to call it. I was clammy, headache, dizzy. I couldn't figure what the problem was.

Somehow, I made the realization that I hadn't eaten all day. Lightbulb. Duh. I ate rice and beans and started to feel better. So now I know for next time.

Today I was schlepping around taking care of business. I've been in a chinese mood for a while, so I went to a buffet.

Oink, oink. I ate more than I should have. I started feeling unwell before I paid. So I walked to the bus stop and the bus was right there. That hardly ever happens.

I came home and I had to regurgitate. So guess what? I felt a whole lot better afterward. And then I had a major headache. I lay down to compose myself and it took a while to get back in sync.

I still have the headache and I'm dizzy, although people would say I'm always dizzy. LOL. I feel so bloated though. I feel like I gained 50 lbs.

So I'm gonna take some Tylenol and call it a night. Hope everything goes well for me.

Chiflaco out.

Luther's

It's starting to look like a weekly thing for us. Mike and Tony and Eddie and moi get together on Sunday's after church. Mike and Tony go and they pick us up after church.

We went to Luther's on Main St. Great food and gay friendly. And for some reason, we keep getting the same ditsy queen as Eddie says.

The waitress queen is a little forgetful at times. And we've had him every time we go. We had a great time of course. Good food and great companionship.

We laughed and ate and caught up on each other. Wonder where we'll go next.

http://www.lutherscafe.com/

Chiflado out.

PO'd

Sometimes I just want to give up on everything. What's the point of taking my meds? I feel healthy  most of the time.

Lately I've had a headache that won't go away. Every little thing might be big in the world of AIDS.

I'm pissed off at the world. I'm still depressed, but that's been going on for about 50 years. I don't think I'll ever get rid of that.

And then there's the financial aspect. In May Medicare started taking my premium out of my check. That means I'm short on cash for about $150. That's really hurting.

I get the minimum groceries. I do tend to buy what I want rather than the things I need. Still up the creek.

I have about several hundred dollars I have to pay for physical therapy. I was going to an agency that promised me they would pay my co-pays. Of course they weren't paying afterall.  

I thought nothing of it until I asked the agency if they were gonna be able to pay. I have to talk to my manager about it. Meaning no.

And then my therapist reprimanded me for something I didn't do. Like I said, I got  pissed off and stopped my therapy. I don't want anything to do with them.

I just want to get it over with. I went to see my psychiatrist today and got scripts for my mental situation. Again, why bother? I just go with the motion here.

They always ask if I have a plan. Duh?! Of course I do. I just don't have the courage to follow through. She asked if I have thoughts of killing myself. Again, duh?

I'm just tired of it all. Every little thing might be something big. I just want to give up. I'm tired. There's no point.

Chiflado out.