Scared. Depressed. Angry even. My surgery looms in my future and there's nothing I can do but think about it. HP says I shouldn't worry about it because they scheduled it so far ahead whereas if it were serious they would have scheduled it asap.
I just know I'm going stir crazy and can't seem to focus on anything right now. I just want that tumor out and then I have to wait a week for a follow up and see what the doc says.
And then I've been having tummy problems like never before. It's difficult to find anything that agrees with me. Most nights I just have some crackers and a banana. And I've been guzzling Maalox like water it's that bad. I wonder if it's stress related.
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