Frustrated

How often have I felt this. Why bother? I could stop taking my meds and wait for the Sandman.

I was on the phone today talking with everybody and it just frustrated the hell of me. What's the point? I'm nobody in a plethora of AIDS patients.

Plus I felt the depression slowly make a return appearance. Hello? It's here tonight and I don't know how this one will go. I did sleep through February, what's another month?

I spent the rest of the day crying and under the covers. I just want to get in a fetal position and let it do it's magic.

I will survive, but why?

Chiflado