I'm in the market for a winter coat. All my coats don't fit anymore. I've lost so much weight they just hang on me.
So I went to Burlington's since they have such a big variety. And I found nothing. I even went to Ross and nothing. Guess I'll have to try Macy's or something at the mall.
I didn't know losing weight would bring so many problems. Maybe I should gain all the weight back! JK
Chiflaco out.
02 October 2014
01 October 2014
Dr's Visit
Went to get my lab results yesterday. My t-cell count went down again and my viral load went from zero to 376. That's not good people. But then again, I did skip my meds for a few weeks.
Also got my flu shot so I'm protected this season. I also mentioned my right shoulder. He said I was bony! That's a first, me, bony?! I took it as a compliment. He said it might be arthritis or my shoulder could be dislocated. I have to go get it x-rayed.
Got to see my nutritionist. Yeah, I've gained weight, but then I've seen a lot of my co-horts and they've all gained weight. I really should start exercising but I'm just too lazy. I am eating less which she didn't like. I'm just not hungry.
Chiflaco out.
Also got my flu shot so I'm protected this season. I also mentioned my right shoulder. He said I was bony! That's a first, me, bony?! I took it as a compliment. He said it might be arthritis or my shoulder could be dislocated. I have to go get it x-rayed.
Got to see my nutritionist. Yeah, I've gained weight, but then I've seen a lot of my co-horts and they've all gained weight. I really should start exercising but I'm just too lazy. I am eating less which she didn't like. I'm just not hungry.
Chiflaco out.
27 September 2014
Marano
That's Spanish for pig. And I pigged out this week.
Sunday I went to lunch with Mike. We went to Jim's to check out the after-the-club crowd. We then went to go see This is Where I Leave You. The story of a dysfunctional family who gets together to sit shivah for the father. Funny!
Wednesday I went to Luby's with Doug. My clinic gives information dinners about AIDS topics. They talked about hepatitis C. Doug also brought me some cherry cobbler and apple crisp. They were delicious with coffee for breakfast.
Friday I went to a luncheon with Doug again. This was sponsored by the People's Caucus. They are a group of infected and affected people with AIDS who set rules for social services for us. It was at a Tex-Mex restaurant I would not recommend but it was free food.
Today I did the family thing. Barbara and Jerry celebrated 21 years of marriage and Debra took us out to lunch. We went to the usual buffet where we pigged out. It's a Chinese buffet but I had American food. Go figure.
I'm exhausted! I normally have quiet weeks but this week was different. It's always great seeing my support system. I am truly blessed with my friends and family. Don't know what I'd do without them.
Chiflaco out.
Sunday I went to lunch with Mike. We went to Jim's to check out the after-the-club crowd. We then went to go see This is Where I Leave You. The story of a dysfunctional family who gets together to sit shivah for the father. Funny!
Wednesday I went to Luby's with Doug. My clinic gives information dinners about AIDS topics. They talked about hepatitis C. Doug also brought me some cherry cobbler and apple crisp. They were delicious with coffee for breakfast.
Friday I went to a luncheon with Doug again. This was sponsored by the People's Caucus. They are a group of infected and affected people with AIDS who set rules for social services for us. It was at a Tex-Mex restaurant I would not recommend but it was free food.
Today I did the family thing. Barbara and Jerry celebrated 21 years of marriage and Debra took us out to lunch. We went to the usual buffet where we pigged out. It's a Chinese buffet but I had American food. Go figure.
I'm exhausted! I normally have quiet weeks but this week was different. It's always great seeing my support system. I am truly blessed with my friends and family. Don't know what I'd do without them.
Chiflaco out.
25 September 2014
Cold
Don't know if it's age or AIDS, but I've been cold for the past month or so. I love the cold and have been looking forward to fall and winter. I even learned how to knot my scarf in the fashionable way.
But I'm cold. I've actually been shivering. I wonder how I'm gonna react to the cold weather. Not that it gets cold here like in Michigan.
But for some reason I feel the cold more here then there. I owe it to the fact that it gets cold suddenly here. In Michigan it was cold for months and I didn't feel the cold that much. I was actually in short sleeves in winter. Here I'm in sweaters and long sleeves.
I know AIDS patients are delicate when it comes to temperatures. I hope that's not the case with me. I do so enjoy the cool weather. I'm kinda scared this time.
Chiflaco out.
But I'm cold. I've actually been shivering. I wonder how I'm gonna react to the cold weather. Not that it gets cold here like in Michigan.
But for some reason I feel the cold more here then there. I owe it to the fact that it gets cold suddenly here. In Michigan it was cold for months and I didn't feel the cold that much. I was actually in short sleeves in winter. Here I'm in sweaters and long sleeves.
I know AIDS patients are delicate when it comes to temperatures. I hope that's not the case with me. I do so enjoy the cool weather. I'm kinda scared this time.
Chiflaco out.
Ben Gay Catnip!?!?!?
About three years ago, I woke up with a sharp pain in my right shoulder. It's been with me ever since. It actually dissipated for a bit but it just came back with a vengeance.
I got some Ben Gay and massage it into my shoulder as best I can. I really need somebody to work it in, hint, hint, anyone.
So I put it on and sit down. Jean-Luc went crazy with it. He climbed up on my chest and started nuzzling on my shoulder. He started purring and gyrating all over me. He usually does that when I give him catnip.
Guess there's catnip in Ben Gay. Who knew?
Chiflaco out.
I got some Ben Gay and massage it into my shoulder as best I can. I really need somebody to work it in, hint, hint, anyone.
So I put it on and sit down. Jean-Luc went crazy with it. He climbed up on my chest and started nuzzling on my shoulder. He started purring and gyrating all over me. He usually does that when I give him catnip.
Guess there's catnip in Ben Gay. Who knew?
Chiflaco out.
18 September 2014
Quiet Week
Nothing much going on. I did go to the clinic the other day for labs and to talk to my therapist. I did bring up the drinking problem. That was my main concern and took up the bulk of my visit.
I'm watching Ken Burns' The Roosevelts on PBS. A look into Teddy, Eleanor, and Franklin's lives. Very good. I'm mesmerized by the series. Brought a lot of insight into them. We never really studied Teddy but he was a Renaissance man. He was quite a character.
One thing interesting that came out is that both Teddy and FDR suffered from depression. Also, Eleanor was not that great a mother. I always thought she was because of her altruism. But that was not the case.
I feel old watching this series. Only older people would appreciate this. I don't think I would have watched anything like this thirty years ago. Makes me want to go back to school again.
Chiflaco out.
I'm watching Ken Burns' The Roosevelts on PBS. A look into Teddy, Eleanor, and Franklin's lives. Very good. I'm mesmerized by the series. Brought a lot of insight into them. We never really studied Teddy but he was a Renaissance man. He was quite a character.
One thing interesting that came out is that both Teddy and FDR suffered from depression. Also, Eleanor was not that great a mother. I always thought she was because of her altruism. But that was not the case.
I feel old watching this series. Only older people would appreciate this. I don't think I would have watched anything like this thirty years ago. Makes me want to go back to school again.
Chiflaco out.
10 September 2014
Matthew's Luncheon
01 September 2014
Tremors-They're B-A-A-A-C-K!!!
Ten years ago I had shingles and this led to my HIV+ status. I had them up and down my right arm. The bad part was that I was unable to eat with my right arm but I liked it because I lost weight.
I had a severe case of tremors. My right arm has just never recovered. My penmanship is horrendous and I can't hold a fork for the life of me.
I've had them for ten years and they have gotten better. But for some reason, they're back. I was at lunch with Doug the other day and he noticed me shaking. Doug is an older man I've talked about before. I call him my Silver Daddy.
So here I am shaking again. It could be the DTs since I've been drinking a lot lately. Don't know why, I just am. Mike asked if I'm depressed but I don't know. I just know that I'm drinking a lot. And not just my usual nightly glass of wine. I've been hitting the hard liquor. We're talking tequila and vodka. I just can't get enough.
I've gotten used to drinking in the late mornings and taking a nap afterwards. It's relaxing but it's still a problem. No I'm not alcoholic, I just love my booze. I'm in a daze most of the time because of it.
I wish I could stop but I can't. I won't. What's the use? Why stop drinking if it doesn't hurt me? It is hurting my pocket book, but I'm still able to function okay.
Fact is the tremors are back. They are annoying. I can't eat or write and keyboarding is a problem. I'm making due.
Chiflaco out.
I had a severe case of tremors. My right arm has just never recovered. My penmanship is horrendous and I can't hold a fork for the life of me.
I've had them for ten years and they have gotten better. But for some reason, they're back. I was at lunch with Doug the other day and he noticed me shaking. Doug is an older man I've talked about before. I call him my Silver Daddy.
So here I am shaking again. It could be the DTs since I've been drinking a lot lately. Don't know why, I just am. Mike asked if I'm depressed but I don't know. I just know that I'm drinking a lot. And not just my usual nightly glass of wine. I've been hitting the hard liquor. We're talking tequila and vodka. I just can't get enough.
I've gotten used to drinking in the late mornings and taking a nap afterwards. It's relaxing but it's still a problem. No I'm not alcoholic, I just love my booze. I'm in a daze most of the time because of it.
I wish I could stop but I can't. I won't. What's the use? Why stop drinking if it doesn't hurt me? It is hurting my pocket book, but I'm still able to function okay.
Fact is the tremors are back. They are annoying. I can't eat or write and keyboarding is a problem. I'm making due.
Chiflaco out.
27 August 2014
Addiction
I officially have no life. I found Mark and Ethan in you tube and now I've found three other couples.
It's like watching a train wreck, I just can't get enough. RJ and Will are a couple in CA. Luke and Trent are from the UK and Australia. And Vinny and Luke are also from the UK although Vinny is American. Luke and Trent are married as are Vinny and Luke. RJ and will are engaged.
They're all cute couples. I must say I'm envious of their relationships. They are all in the honeymoon stage and they're all lovey dovey. Of course I think of all my relationships and how they all started off great. I pray these couples stay together.
RJ and Will have the longest relationship at four years. It's so nice to see these couples with the love and support of their families. I remember my parents were supportive of all my exes.
Chiflaco out.
It's like watching a train wreck, I just can't get enough. RJ and Will are a couple in CA. Luke and Trent are from the UK and Australia. And Vinny and Luke are also from the UK although Vinny is American. Luke and Trent are married as are Vinny and Luke. RJ and will are engaged.
They're all cute couples. I must say I'm envious of their relationships. They are all in the honeymoon stage and they're all lovey dovey. Of course I think of all my relationships and how they all started off great. I pray these couples stay together.
RJ and Will have the longest relationship at four years. It's so nice to see these couples with the love and support of their families. I remember my parents were supportive of all my exes.
Chiflaco out.
17 August 2014
Ladies Who Lunch
Went to lunch with Ernest today. We'd been looking forward to it for a while. We decided on Indian since we haven't had it in a while and I've been craving it like crazy.
We got to the buffet and quickly served ourselves. The food was scrumptious as always. They have something called paneer which is a spinach dish I like to drizzle on basmati rice.
I also got some chicken curry and lamb meatballs, again, delicious. We filled up pretty quick. We chatted a bit before going up for round two. But that was about it. We only ate two plates of food. I thought for sure I'd eat more since I had been looking forward to lunch.
We came home and he showed me how to use my scanner. I can be quite the blonde sometimes. Now I should add more to my blog that nobody reads. That's what Mike says. I don't care, it's for me anyway. And if someone should care about me, good, they know what's going on in my life.
I pulled out my backgammon set and he let me win three times. We hadn't played in years but it came back pretty quick. His main problem is setting up the board and it's pretty easy after that.
He gets along with Jean-Luc, who doesn't? There's still that something between us. We talked about a lot of things including relationships. Don't know if I'm seeing things into it, but there's an unknown that we don't want to talk about.
We get along well. He does look out after me. We have the same sense of humour and he's one of the few intelligent people I know. Yeah, we fit together well. If you got to check out Mark and Ethan, that's how me and Ernest are.
I caught him looking at me several times. And I have to admit I looked at him a lot. I still find him attractive after 27 years. We haven't seen each other in a while and it takes so little to jump in to each other. Guess we'll pussy foot around for another 27 years.
And after catching up with Mark and Ethan, I think I'm ready for a relationship. I miss being with someone. I miss looking out after someone and somebody looking out for me. It's like I tell Mike, I cook, bake, clean, do yard work, I'm a catch.
But where am I gonna meet Mr Right? I can't even meet Mr Right for Tonight! I've never been one to play the field and I'm not about to start now. I just know that if I should get in another relationship, it's for keeps.
Chiflaco out.
We got to the buffet and quickly served ourselves. The food was scrumptious as always. They have something called paneer which is a spinach dish I like to drizzle on basmati rice.
I also got some chicken curry and lamb meatballs, again, delicious. We filled up pretty quick. We chatted a bit before going up for round two. But that was about it. We only ate two plates of food. I thought for sure I'd eat more since I had been looking forward to lunch.
We came home and he showed me how to use my scanner. I can be quite the blonde sometimes. Now I should add more to my blog that nobody reads. That's what Mike says. I don't care, it's for me anyway. And if someone should care about me, good, they know what's going on in my life.
I pulled out my backgammon set and he let me win three times. We hadn't played in years but it came back pretty quick. His main problem is setting up the board and it's pretty easy after that.
He gets along with Jean-Luc, who doesn't? There's still that something between us. We talked about a lot of things including relationships. Don't know if I'm seeing things into it, but there's an unknown that we don't want to talk about.
We get along well. He does look out after me. We have the same sense of humour and he's one of the few intelligent people I know. Yeah, we fit together well. If you got to check out Mark and Ethan, that's how me and Ernest are.
I caught him looking at me several times. And I have to admit I looked at him a lot. I still find him attractive after 27 years. We haven't seen each other in a while and it takes so little to jump in to each other. Guess we'll pussy foot around for another 27 years.
And after catching up with Mark and Ethan, I think I'm ready for a relationship. I miss being with someone. I miss looking out after someone and somebody looking out for me. It's like I tell Mike, I cook, bake, clean, do yard work, I'm a catch.
But where am I gonna meet Mr Right? I can't even meet Mr Right for Tonight! I've never been one to play the field and I'm not about to start now. I just know that if I should get in another relationship, it's for keeps.
Chiflaco out.
Methan
I came across this cute couple out of Indiana. Mark and Ethan are great together. I've seen how they met, moved in together and go on boyfriend adventures. They are such a positive role model.
Makes me wish I had a boyfriend again. I'm due for one. I look at these guys and remember that my relationships started off like that. But then something happened.
I really wish the best for Mark and Ethan. Go to You Tube and meet them sometime. Here's a link to them https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gTFVH1LbtoE
Chiflaco out.
13 August 2014
Podiatrist
It was painful! I schlepped to the podiatrist today. He pared off about a lb. of callouses. It was painful but it had to be done. Problem was I had to pay extra since I'm not diabetic. If I were then it would be free. I have something worse and they overlook it.
It's so nice to be able to walk again. I still have knee problems and have been wearing my brace again. But it's such a relief. It's unbearable. It's like I'm walking on fire it hurts so much.
But I'm okay for another few months. He previously suggested pedicures but they didn't shave enough off. I'm gonna start seeing him every three months to keep it under control.
Went to the cinema while I was out. Saw Guardians of The Galaxy. Pure fluff but I wanted to see it. Watch for the DVD, nothing spectacular to write about. They did leave it open for a sequel which they've already decided on.
Chiflaco out.
It's so nice to be able to walk again. I still have knee problems and have been wearing my brace again. But it's such a relief. It's unbearable. It's like I'm walking on fire it hurts so much.
But I'm okay for another few months. He previously suggested pedicures but they didn't shave enough off. I'm gonna start seeing him every three months to keep it under control.
Went to the cinema while I was out. Saw Guardians of The Galaxy. Pure fluff but I wanted to see it. Watch for the DVD, nothing spectacular to write about. They did leave it open for a sequel which they've already decided on.
Chiflaco out.
10 August 2014
Quiet Week
It's been a quiet week again. Didn't go out because of the heat. Not to mention my left knee is swollen and it's hard to walk with callouses. Of course they're worse on my left foot. I've been trying to make an appointment with the podiatrist but I keep getting his voicemail. He care pare down the callouses and he did recommend pedicures, but they don't shave enough off.
I went to the store yesterday morning and it was already hot. This was at 7,30 and the humidity was high as well. And it hurt so much to walk. But I still have to go if only to get Jean-Luc his food.
I've also been sleeping a lot lately. I blame the heat. I've been taking long naps and going to bed early. I've also been very bored. Nothing seems to catch my attention. I even saw a Kevin Costner film and that let me down. I mean, Kevin Costner! And if you don't know, I love him.
Let's see what today has in store for me. So far I'm ready for bed already.
Chiflaco out.
I went to the store yesterday morning and it was already hot. This was at 7,30 and the humidity was high as well. And it hurt so much to walk. But I still have to go if only to get Jean-Luc his food.
I've also been sleeping a lot lately. I blame the heat. I've been taking long naps and going to bed early. I've also been very bored. Nothing seems to catch my attention. I even saw a Kevin Costner film and that let me down. I mean, Kevin Costner! And if you don't know, I love him.
Let's see what today has in store for me. So far I'm ready for bed already.
Chiflaco out.
06 August 2014
Dark Shadows
I'm still on a Dark Shadows kick. It started out in black and white and now it's in color. I'm up to 1967 and still have four years worth to watch.
I just found a Dark Shadows Almanac that has episode synopsis that I have on hold at the library. Apparently there are some other people into it also. Maybe if I read what's gonna happen I can stop watching the discs.
I do get fed up periodically but it's like a car accident, I just can't get away from it. The acting is horrendous and the writing predictable. I don't remember much that's going on, but I can still recite lines before they're said. Maybe I'm that intelligent.
Also, in 1991, the Dark Shadows creator rewrote the series with Ben Cross as Barnabas. It ran for only one season but I remember it was great. Well, they have it at the library and I'm watching it now. It's really good and I don't know why it didn't continue.
Okay, I have no life.
Chiflaco out.
I just found a Dark Shadows Almanac that has episode synopsis that I have on hold at the library. Apparently there are some other people into it also. Maybe if I read what's gonna happen I can stop watching the discs.
I do get fed up periodically but it's like a car accident, I just can't get away from it. The acting is horrendous and the writing predictable. I don't remember much that's going on, but I can still recite lines before they're said. Maybe I'm that intelligent.
Also, in 1991, the Dark Shadows creator rewrote the series with Ben Cross as Barnabas. It ran for only one season but I remember it was great. Well, they have it at the library and I'm watching it now. It's really good and I don't know why it didn't continue.
Okay, I have no life.
Chiflaco out.
Weight Gain
I've gained 14 pounds! Don't know how it happened it just did. I have been eating out a lot lately. It's just too hot to cook let alone bake. I've been in a baking mood but don't have the desire.
I've started eating salads again. I need to lose the weight. I just feel so fat now. I feel like I've gained 50 lbs rather than 14. I also feel bloated. There are times when I eat that I feel like I ate a side of beef. I can feel the food in my throat like I'm ready to throw up. I've started eating very light for dinner, usually toast or a PB&J. Otherwise I'd feel like throwing up.
Nothing much else going on. I've been exhausted a lot lately. It's probably the sun but I'm so worn out. Yesterday I went to breakfast with Andrew. The restaurant is three blocks away but I had trouble with my knee. It swelled up and I had to lie down when I got home.
Andrew is a neighbor. He's cool, he's straight but gay friendly. I can joke about things with him and he won't get paranoid. Bless his heart, he's had knee replacement surgery, a prostate cancer scare, and now he's got a brain tumor that they have to shrink before they treat him.
Eddie was very jealous and he was jealous of Andrew. Like I'm gonna do something with anyone. I haven't been sexually active in so long I probably forgot what to do. People say it's like riding a bike. Thing is, I never learned.
I've also been napping a lot lately. I think it's the heat. I wake up, have coffee and then get sleepy. I'm one of those weird people that don't find caffeine as a stimulant. I remember when I was a young whipper snapper, my Mom would put coffee in my bottle and told me to go to sleep, so I did. Guess it carried over to adulthood.
Chiflaco out.
I've started eating salads again. I need to lose the weight. I just feel so fat now. I feel like I've gained 50 lbs rather than 14. I also feel bloated. There are times when I eat that I feel like I ate a side of beef. I can feel the food in my throat like I'm ready to throw up. I've started eating very light for dinner, usually toast or a PB&J. Otherwise I'd feel like throwing up.
Nothing much else going on. I've been exhausted a lot lately. It's probably the sun but I'm so worn out. Yesterday I went to breakfast with Andrew. The restaurant is three blocks away but I had trouble with my knee. It swelled up and I had to lie down when I got home.
Andrew is a neighbor. He's cool, he's straight but gay friendly. I can joke about things with him and he won't get paranoid. Bless his heart, he's had knee replacement surgery, a prostate cancer scare, and now he's got a brain tumor that they have to shrink before they treat him.
Eddie was very jealous and he was jealous of Andrew. Like I'm gonna do something with anyone. I haven't been sexually active in so long I probably forgot what to do. People say it's like riding a bike. Thing is, I never learned.
I've also been napping a lot lately. I think it's the heat. I wake up, have coffee and then get sleepy. I'm one of those weird people that don't find caffeine as a stimulant. I remember when I was a young whipper snapper, my Mom would put coffee in my bottle and told me to go to sleep, so I did. Guess it carried over to adulthood.
Chiflaco out.
01 August 2014
Eddie
Eddie did get on my nerves, but he was still a friend. I always think of him on the first of the month. I have a Dream Guys calendar and he would always come up to check out the stud du jour.
I'm looking at Mr August and he's a hottie. Surfer type guy with a tan and sandy brown hair with highlights. Of course he's got great pecs and abs.
He was a character. Joseph came by tonight asking for a toothpick to clean out his pipe. Eddie used to do that all the time. He loved his pot. He gave up smoking and drinking but he held on to his pot. He did all that and he still died.
Oh the irony. Maybe I should take up some vices.
Chiflaco out.
I'm looking at Mr August and he's a hottie. Surfer type guy with a tan and sandy brown hair with highlights. Of course he's got great pecs and abs.
He was a character. Joseph came by tonight asking for a toothpick to clean out his pipe. Eddie used to do that all the time. He loved his pot. He gave up smoking and drinking but he held on to his pot. He did all that and he still died.
Oh the irony. Maybe I should take up some vices.
Chiflaco out.
30 July 2014
Sunny and HOT!
It's fabulous weather out. The sun's out and there're blue skies. Perfect day for laying out. That's one thing I miss from Michigan. We used to have a deck out back and I could lay out to my heart's content.
It's too hot and I have no place to lay out down here. I'd kill for a pool and some sun tan lotion. And some cool refreshing beverage, preferably with some alcohol.
It's also humid out. I was actually perspiring in the shade today. I would have stayed home but I had to go pick up my bus pass. For $2 I can ride the bus for a month. It used to be free, but it's still a bargain.
Still a quiet week. No drama after last week. My finger is almost back to normal. Amen. Nothing much to report.
Jean-Luc has been very needy again. He likes to hop on my lap and take a little nap. This is usually when I plug in a movie so we won't be disturbed. Everybody loves him. He's so loving and affectionate. Not like some other cats I know.
Just wanted to say hello.
Chiflaco out.
It's too hot and I have no place to lay out down here. I'd kill for a pool and some sun tan lotion. And some cool refreshing beverage, preferably with some alcohol.
It's also humid out. I was actually perspiring in the shade today. I would have stayed home but I had to go pick up my bus pass. For $2 I can ride the bus for a month. It used to be free, but it's still a bargain.
Still a quiet week. No drama after last week. My finger is almost back to normal. Amen. Nothing much to report.
Jean-Luc has been very needy again. He likes to hop on my lap and take a little nap. This is usually when I plug in a movie so we won't be disturbed. Everybody loves him. He's so loving and affectionate. Not like some other cats I know.
Just wanted to say hello.
Chiflaco out.
24 July 2014
Drs Visits
I have callouses on my feet that are very uncomfortable. I went to a podiatrist a while ago and he pared them off. He suggested I get pedicures saying that they can whittle down the callouses. NOT!
So I went to the doctor to get a referral. Guess I'll just see the podiatrist regularly to take care of them.
While at the doctor's, I mentioned some dry, itchy skin on my shoulder and ears. He said it was scabies and gave me a script for it. Turns out scabies are transmitted by cats! Jean-Luc gave them to me. I have to think about getting rid of him but that's impossible. Guess I'll have to live with scabies.
I also mentioned a swollen index finger. I bought a ring that got stuck and infected my finger. The doctor couldn't do anything for me but gave me the number to an urgent care clinic where they might have a ring cutter.
So today I went to the clinic and the doctor was able to cut it off. He bandaged my finger and gave me an ice pack. I feel so relieved. My finger was really bothering me. The swelling made my finger very tender. Okay, it hurt like hell. I had to do something about it. I did like the ring, it was a Buddha head and I kept it as a remembrance.
My finger is almost back to normal. I can still feel the ring even though it's not there anymore. My finger is still swollen but not as tender as it was before.
Other than that, I'm doing okay. I'm on the road to recovery. And I went by the pharmacy to pick up my script for scabies, and they didn't have it! They had to order it and should be delivered tomorrow. I'm very anxious about it.
Jean-Luc has been very attentive. Guess he knows something's up. He doesn't know that he's the reason I'm sick. Poor baby. I just can't give him up. We're too much in love to let a little medical problem come between us.
Chiflaco out.
So I went to the doctor to get a referral. Guess I'll just see the podiatrist regularly to take care of them.
While at the doctor's, I mentioned some dry, itchy skin on my shoulder and ears. He said it was scabies and gave me a script for it. Turns out scabies are transmitted by cats! Jean-Luc gave them to me. I have to think about getting rid of him but that's impossible. Guess I'll have to live with scabies.
I also mentioned a swollen index finger. I bought a ring that got stuck and infected my finger. The doctor couldn't do anything for me but gave me the number to an urgent care clinic where they might have a ring cutter.
So today I went to the clinic and the doctor was able to cut it off. He bandaged my finger and gave me an ice pack. I feel so relieved. My finger was really bothering me. The swelling made my finger very tender. Okay, it hurt like hell. I had to do something about it. I did like the ring, it was a Buddha head and I kept it as a remembrance.
My finger is almost back to normal. I can still feel the ring even though it's not there anymore. My finger is still swollen but not as tender as it was before.
Other than that, I'm doing okay. I'm on the road to recovery. And I went by the pharmacy to pick up my script for scabies, and they didn't have it! They had to order it and should be delivered tomorrow. I'm very anxious about it.
Jean-Luc has been very attentive. Guess he knows something's up. He doesn't know that he's the reason I'm sick. Poor baby. I just can't give him up. We're too much in love to let a little medical problem come between us.
Chiflaco out.
21 July 2014
Doing Better
I'm doing a whole lot better today. Victoria stopped by last night and suggested Vic's Vapor Rub. I snapped and rubbed some on. I almost immediately felt better.
I rubbed some more today and I just came back from the dead. I also had some chicken soup from Oasis. I love their soup with white meat, potatoes, celery, zuchinni and rice. I always order extra rice.
I ate some and felt great. I already told Mike next time I get sick to remind me to use the vapor rub. I know he'll remember. I know I'll forget.
I've been taking Nyquil and Dayquil and that's helped a lot. Of course the gargling also helped. It's just so nice to be back from the dead.
I just need days of recuperation and more chicken soup. I'll eat some just to be on the safe side.
Chiflaco out
I rubbed some more today and I just came back from the dead. I also had some chicken soup from Oasis. I love their soup with white meat, potatoes, celery, zuchinni and rice. I always order extra rice.
I ate some and felt great. I already told Mike next time I get sick to remind me to use the vapor rub. I know he'll remember. I know I'll forget.
I've been taking Nyquil and Dayquil and that's helped a lot. Of course the gargling also helped. It's just so nice to be back from the dead.
I just need days of recuperation and more chicken soup. I'll eat some just to be on the safe side.
Chiflaco out
18 July 2014
Summer Cold
This is not funny. I've had a cold for two weeks now. Stuffy nose, sneezing, stuffy head, coughing, at least my fever broke a few days ago.
I am gargling with salt water or hydrogen peroxide. It's on the label, strange but true. I've done everything but chicken soup. That's next on the agenda.
Maybe that's why I haven't shown any interest in anything. I've tried to watch a movie or read but nothing keeps my attention.
I went to therapy today but my heart was just not in it. I'm doing okay but I still go for the disability portion. If they should investigate, they will see that I'm still seeing a therapist.
And my psychiatrist got booted. I have to start all over again. It's kinda difficult finding someone new. I have to feel them out to see if I'll be comfortable with them. We'll see.
I'm off to bed already. I'm gonna take some Nyquil and go to bed.
Chiflaco out.
I am gargling with salt water or hydrogen peroxide. It's on the label, strange but true. I've done everything but chicken soup. That's next on the agenda.
Maybe that's why I haven't shown any interest in anything. I've tried to watch a movie or read but nothing keeps my attention.
I went to therapy today but my heart was just not in it. I'm doing okay but I still go for the disability portion. If they should investigate, they will see that I'm still seeing a therapist.
And my psychiatrist got booted. I have to start all over again. It's kinda difficult finding someone new. I have to feel them out to see if I'll be comfortable with them. We'll see.
I'm off to bed already. I'm gonna take some Nyquil and go to bed.
Chiflaco out.
17 July 2014
Vicious
14 July 2014
Le Quartoze Juilliet-Bastille Day
This is also Jean-Luc's 6th birthday. He was born sometime in July and this is a good date as any. He's quite the charmer and he demanded a lot of attention today. I picked this day to celebrate his birthday because it was an easy day to remember.
Yes, he's been demanding a lot of attention lately. He sleeps with me and takes naps on my lap. I plug in a DVD and he cuddles and naps. He is so spoiled.
Chiflaco out.
13 July 2014
Amen
I went to church with Mike and Tony today. Why I don't know. Well, Mike's birthday is next week and he's working so I wanted to take him out for lunch. So rather than them going to church and picking me up and dropping me off, I went to church to save them a trip.
The Metropolitan Community Church is for all purposes a gay church. Founded decades ago I think in California, they are country wide and maybe worldwide, I'm not sure.
Anyhoo, every other word out of their mouth is amen. The first few times were okay, but really. It's a beautiful Sunday, amen. Hope you had a great week, amen. The lord is with us, amen. You get the picture.
It's just not for me. I was bored out of my gourd and laughing inside. I don't know how I made it through the service, amen, but I did, amen. LOL.
Well, whatever floats your boat.
Anyhoo, we went to Luther's where we pigged out. I had the brisket sandwich and it was succulent, amen. Not to be outdone, we even had dessert. And I'm not one for dessert, but it was a special day.
I had the chocolate dream or something like that. A chocolate cake over a bed of Oreo's with vanilla ice cream and whipped cream. It was evil, amen.
Well, it was nice to see them. We see little of each other and moreso now that Mike moved in with Tony. I think I wrote here that Tony lives in Boerne, which is a small burg west of here. They say it's close, but to me it seems like across the country.
I'm happy for them and a bit envious. I remember being in relationships and looking out for my boyfriend or him looking out after me. I see that and I'm happy for Mike. Seeing them is nauseating though. Too much sugar! Amen! LOL.
And, I'm stuffed. I will not be eating tonight. I feel like a beached whale. But a contented one. Amen.
Chiflaco out.
The Metropolitan Community Church is for all purposes a gay church. Founded decades ago I think in California, they are country wide and maybe worldwide, I'm not sure.
Anyhoo, every other word out of their mouth is amen. The first few times were okay, but really. It's a beautiful Sunday, amen. Hope you had a great week, amen. The lord is with us, amen. You get the picture.
It's just not for me. I was bored out of my gourd and laughing inside. I don't know how I made it through the service, amen, but I did, amen. LOL.
Well, whatever floats your boat.
Anyhoo, we went to Luther's where we pigged out. I had the brisket sandwich and it was succulent, amen. Not to be outdone, we even had dessert. And I'm not one for dessert, but it was a special day.
I had the chocolate dream or something like that. A chocolate cake over a bed of Oreo's with vanilla ice cream and whipped cream. It was evil, amen.
Well, it was nice to see them. We see little of each other and moreso now that Mike moved in with Tony. I think I wrote here that Tony lives in Boerne, which is a small burg west of here. They say it's close, but to me it seems like across the country.
I'm happy for them and a bit envious. I remember being in relationships and looking out for my boyfriend or him looking out after me. I see that and I'm happy for Mike. Seeing them is nauseating though. Too much sugar! Amen! LOL.
And, I'm stuffed. I will not be eating tonight. I feel like a beached whale. But a contented one. Amen.
Chiflaco out.
Pepsi vs Coke
This is a heated debate. Which is tastier, Pepsi or Coke? Well, here's my two cents.
Hands down Pepsi is better. I had my first Pepsi in Mexico decades ago. It was so tasty and sweet. When I came back to the states, I tried Pepsi and while it was great, it wasn't as tasty as the Mexican formula.
Yesterday I drank a Coke. It was almost flat and not as tasty as Pepsi. I should have gotten a Dr. Pepper. When I go to a restaurant I always order Pepsi. If they don't have it, I will order a Dr. Pepper or water. I have to make a statement.
The added plus of Pepsi, is that Joan Crawford backed it in the 60's. Her last husband was with Pepsi and she demanded Pepsi products be served on-set. Of course I love Joan and she is a native San Antonian.
PEPSI ALL THE WAY.
Chiflaco out.
Hands down Pepsi is better. I had my first Pepsi in Mexico decades ago. It was so tasty and sweet. When I came back to the states, I tried Pepsi and while it was great, it wasn't as tasty as the Mexican formula.
Yesterday I drank a Coke. It was almost flat and not as tasty as Pepsi. I should have gotten a Dr. Pepper. When I go to a restaurant I always order Pepsi. If they don't have it, I will order a Dr. Pepper or water. I have to make a statement.
The added plus of Pepsi, is that Joan Crawford backed it in the 60's. Her last husband was with Pepsi and she demanded Pepsi products be served on-set. Of course I love Joan and she is a native San Antonian.
PEPSI ALL THE WAY.
Chiflaco out.
06 July 2014
Ladies Who Lunch
It's been a quiet week. We were supposed to go to a rugby game today but that fell through.
Mike, Tony, and I went to lunch. They picked me up after church, like I was gonna go. At least the roof is still standing.
We went to Sam's Burger Joint on Grayson off Broadway. We had a fun time as usual. I've been on a swiss and onion mood for some reason. Just can't get enough.
Afterwards, they opened a gift I got them. It was a house warming gift, or a happy-you-moved-in-together gift. I got them a wind chime with crosses because they're so spiritual. I always know how to give gifts. I don't accept them but I love to give.
I kinda hate seeing them together. Makes me wish I had someone. But I've already decided the kitchen is closed. I will never be in another relationship. Too bad because I have so much to offer.
Chiflaco out.
Mike, Tony, and I went to lunch. They picked me up after church, like I was gonna go. At least the roof is still standing.
We went to Sam's Burger Joint on Grayson off Broadway. We had a fun time as usual. I've been on a swiss and onion mood for some reason. Just can't get enough.
Afterwards, they opened a gift I got them. It was a house warming gift, or a happy-you-moved-in-together gift. I got them a wind chime with crosses because they're so spiritual. I always know how to give gifts. I don't accept them but I love to give.
I kinda hate seeing them together. Makes me wish I had someone. But I've already decided the kitchen is closed. I will never be in another relationship. Too bad because I have so much to offer.
Chiflaco out.
04 July 2014
01 July 2014
Drug Holiday
I decided to take a drug holiday. That means that I did not take my HIV medication. I just got fed up of taking it. It's not as if it's gonna kill me.
Well, I had labs last month and my t-cell count went up! Go figure. Just for that I'm not taking them again. Who cares anyway? As my parents used to say Cosa Mala Nunca Muere, Bad Things Never Die! LOL.
Chiflaco out.
Well, I had labs last month and my t-cell count went up! Go figure. Just for that I'm not taking them again. Who cares anyway? As my parents used to say Cosa Mala Nunca Muere, Bad Things Never Die! LOL.
Chiflaco out.
29 June 2014
Quiet Week
Nothing much going on this week. The highlight was Sister Act.
I did get approved for another year of food stamps. I'm still getting only $15 a month.
Mike moved to Boerne with Tony. Guess I'll see him less. But he's happy and that's all that counts.
I've been in a funky mood for some reason. It's like I'm fighting a depression. I lay down every day and just lie in bed. I don't nap I just lie there. Of course Jean-Luc lies down with me. He's my savior.
Chiflaco out.
I did get approved for another year of food stamps. I'm still getting only $15 a month.
Mike moved to Boerne with Tony. Guess I'll see him less. But he's happy and that's all that counts.
I've been in a funky mood for some reason. It's like I'm fighting a depression. I lay down every day and just lie in bed. I don't nap I just lie there. Of course Jean-Luc lies down with me. He's my savior.
Chiflaco out.
26 June 2014
Sister Act
Went to the Houston St Bistro for dinner. Mike had the salmon, Tony the gorgonzola chicken, and I had the beef brochettes which is fancy for kabobs and they were scrumptious. Served with grilled bell peppers and onion over a bed of basmati rice. I've been there before and highly recommend it.
20 June 2014
14 June 2014
Family Luncheon
It was great sitting down and catching up with everyone. The kids have grown so much. Seems like just yesterday they were in diapers. Seems like yesterday I was changing Debra and Barbara's diapers. Gawd I'm old.
Went to Best Buy to get Debra something and we flirted outrageously with Matt. He's hot. I liked the fact that he was furry and that's what Debra didn't like. Then went to Wal-Mart where I got some skinny clothes.
I look forward to another family outing. I think we should do monthly potlucks but we'll see what happens. We also talked about karaoke, they know how much I like to sing.
Chiflaco out.
11 June 2014
Dark Shadows
I've already seen over 100 episodes and I can't believe how bad it is. The acting is bad and everything is so predictable. I like to watch it just for the bloopers. And you can see the camera and I laugh when the actors don't know their lines and they blatantly look at the cue cards and read their lines.
I've already told Mike I hate Tony. We've all gotten a good laugh out of it. I can hardly wait for my next disc.
Chiflaco out.
08 June 2014
Tony's
03 June 2014
Manic
I've been in a manic mood lately, more manic than depressed. I can never control these feelings. I'm on my meds but the feelings still there.
I've also been manic eating. I've been like PacMan after the cherries. But then there have been days when I don't eat. My nutritionist hates those days. I'm ambivalent about it. Of course.
I've had a sense of euphoria for some reason. It's like I'm fighting a depression. I don't want to be depressed but my memories keep haunting me. I have too many memories and lately I've been thinking of the bad ones.
I still mourn my sister. She was the best. She was my friend, confidante, mother, everything. We had a blast. She did everything by the book but she had a bad life for a while there. God worked in mysterious ways when he took her from us. She left a void that can never be replaced. I still cry when I think of her like right now. I do have lots of happy memories with her and they always bring a smile to my face. I miss her. I wish she were still around for her girls and her grandchildren.
Then I think of relationships past. I've had some interesting ones. I think about my high school sweetheart, the love of my life, the one that got away, and my two mistakes. There were good memories but also some bad ones. You learn from your mistakes and I made my fair share. If I could I would do things just the same I guess. They made me who I am. And I'm happy with me for some reason. I'm content with where I am.
I do wish I could get in contact with David. He was the love of my life 29 years ago. I still love him and I have actually come across him twice but he doesn't want to communicate with me for some reason. I just emailed him and I know he won't reply.
Then there's Ernie, the one that got away. I fell for him almost immediately. We complemented each other is so many ways. It was like it was made in heaven. We loved each other as friends and it was a small step to really love each other. I'm mad at myself for not being able to talk to him about it.
I even think of Chuck. He was my bad relationship. He swept me off my feet. But then the abuse started and I was not in a good place. He had his sweet moments but they were overshadowed by his bad moods. And he took them out on me...and I let him. I had no choice.
And then there's Steve. He was gonna be my last one. He told me he loved me and I fell for it. He said the right things. When he asked me to move with him I didn't hesitate. He came down one Christmas and I said good-bye to my parents and nieces and left.
We had a nice life together for a few years. Then he got involved with a bunch of losers and that started the nail in the coffin. We had problems and when I broached the subject he said everything was fine. I even left out a couples therapy brochure that he totally ignored. Hey, I saw a problem and wanted to work on it but he said everything was fine. It wasn't.
He cheated on me and never had the cojones to admit to it. I'm not blind. I saw what was going on. I'm not stupid. I know that's how I got HIV. But he's HIV-, go figure. Guess my slut days caught up with me.
So I've been moody. I do have some crying spells. But then I watch Diana's concerts and my spirits are lifted. I listen to Bette Midler's Live at Last cd and I have a smile on my face. I also have Tina Turner and Wham! DVDs to watch. What a faggot.
Oh well, what's a guy to do? Just manage.
Chiflaco out.
I've also been manic eating. I've been like PacMan after the cherries. But then there have been days when I don't eat. My nutritionist hates those days. I'm ambivalent about it. Of course.
I've had a sense of euphoria for some reason. It's like I'm fighting a depression. I don't want to be depressed but my memories keep haunting me. I have too many memories and lately I've been thinking of the bad ones.
I still mourn my sister. She was the best. She was my friend, confidante, mother, everything. We had a blast. She did everything by the book but she had a bad life for a while there. God worked in mysterious ways when he took her from us. She left a void that can never be replaced. I still cry when I think of her like right now. I do have lots of happy memories with her and they always bring a smile to my face. I miss her. I wish she were still around for her girls and her grandchildren.
Then I think of relationships past. I've had some interesting ones. I think about my high school sweetheart, the love of my life, the one that got away, and my two mistakes. There were good memories but also some bad ones. You learn from your mistakes and I made my fair share. If I could I would do things just the same I guess. They made me who I am. And I'm happy with me for some reason. I'm content with where I am.
I do wish I could get in contact with David. He was the love of my life 29 years ago. I still love him and I have actually come across him twice but he doesn't want to communicate with me for some reason. I just emailed him and I know he won't reply.
Then there's Ernie, the one that got away. I fell for him almost immediately. We complemented each other is so many ways. It was like it was made in heaven. We loved each other as friends and it was a small step to really love each other. I'm mad at myself for not being able to talk to him about it.
I even think of Chuck. He was my bad relationship. He swept me off my feet. But then the abuse started and I was not in a good place. He had his sweet moments but they were overshadowed by his bad moods. And he took them out on me...and I let him. I had no choice.
And then there's Steve. He was gonna be my last one. He told me he loved me and I fell for it. He said the right things. When he asked me to move with him I didn't hesitate. He came down one Christmas and I said good-bye to my parents and nieces and left.
We had a nice life together for a few years. Then he got involved with a bunch of losers and that started the nail in the coffin. We had problems and when I broached the subject he said everything was fine. I even left out a couples therapy brochure that he totally ignored. Hey, I saw a problem and wanted to work on it but he said everything was fine. It wasn't.
He cheated on me and never had the cojones to admit to it. I'm not blind. I saw what was going on. I'm not stupid. I know that's how I got HIV. But he's HIV-, go figure. Guess my slut days caught up with me.
So I've been moody. I do have some crying spells. But then I watch Diana's concerts and my spirits are lifted. I listen to Bette Midler's Live at Last cd and I have a smile on my face. I also have Tina Turner and Wham! DVDs to watch. What a faggot.
Oh well, what's a guy to do? Just manage.
Chiflaco out.
27 May 2014
Trevor
Trevor is an Academy Award winning short about the coming of age of a young boy. Trevor is coming to terms with being gay. He loves Diana and lip syncs to her albums. He longs for attention and thinks of ways to commit suicide. He even practices for his funeral.
We're all Trevor in many ways. We all identified with him when we saw it many moons ago. I have been likened to Trevor by several people here and in Michigan. Wonder why? I just hope for my happy ending.
Chiflaco out.
Karma
I must have done something right in a previous life. I have great karma following me.
I have some great neighbours. I share things with them and they in return share with me.
Yesterday Andrew brought me some beer. He volunteers at church functions and people periodically leave booze behind. He brings me the leftovers. I share things with him. He sometimes forgets to go to the store and he comes down for a little bit of food. He also asks for pain killers which I never have. And he's gay friendly, he's real cool.
Victoria is a chef at Central Market. She periodically brings me a plate of food and it is always scrumptious. I in turn always share my baking with her and Natalie, and Joseph. They're all real cool also.
Natalie is Victoria's partner and she's studying to be a beautician. That means that she needs practice. So guess who gets free haircuts? She came over last night with her weed wacker and did a number on my hair. I was having a bad hair week and she came to the rescue.
I almost forgot Barbara. She's Chuck's sister and cherished friend. She sends me gift cards to HEB so I can go get some food and sundry items. I got a sister out of that relationship.
I am truly blessed.
Chiflaco out.
I have some great neighbours. I share things with them and they in return share with me.
Yesterday Andrew brought me some beer. He volunteers at church functions and people periodically leave booze behind. He brings me the leftovers. I share things with him. He sometimes forgets to go to the store and he comes down for a little bit of food. He also asks for pain killers which I never have. And he's gay friendly, he's real cool.
Victoria is a chef at Central Market. She periodically brings me a plate of food and it is always scrumptious. I in turn always share my baking with her and Natalie, and Joseph. They're all real cool also.
Natalie is Victoria's partner and she's studying to be a beautician. That means that she needs practice. So guess who gets free haircuts? She came over last night with her weed wacker and did a number on my hair. I was having a bad hair week and she came to the rescue.
I almost forgot Barbara. She's Chuck's sister and cherished friend. She sends me gift cards to HEB so I can go get some food and sundry items. I got a sister out of that relationship.
I am truly blessed.
Chiflaco out.
20 May 2014
The One That Got Away
I didn't mean to, but I fell in love 24 years ago.
I was sitting in the cafeteria one night and this guy stopped by and joined me for dinner. He sat down and we began talking. I found we had a lot in common as we laughed and talked.
Ernie was a cut up. I actually allowed him to give me a ride home the next morning. And so it started.
I'd be at work and I'd get a phone call and he would say he'd pick me up. He would surprise me with a picnic. We'd go to a park and laugh and eat. We did a lot of laughing...and eating too.
He introduced me to his family and I became a fixture in his life. I was happy. I never felt like I belonged and here I felt whole for the first time in my life. He had a dinner for me one night where he introduced me to his friends. They all liked me of course.
I spent the night one time and we shared his bed. In the middle of the night I awoke to find him staring at me. Was I making it up? Was I dreaming? I just went back to sleep.
We went shopping one day and bought a tent and sleeping bags. He picked me up one day and drove to the coast where we pitched the tent and proceeded to enjoy the beach. We found some hazelnut coffee and made a great pot. We bought some shrimp and grilled them on his grill. Life was great.
We would go to employee banquets and we always put on a show. We would dress up and outdo the managers. Someone took a photo of us and I enlarged it and framed it and gave him a copy. We were so happy.
I never said anything. In my mind's eye he loved me back. But mum's the word. Why was I scared?
I lost track of him once upon a time, but I never forgot him. How could I? I went off on adventures but my heart was always here in San Antonio. I think I wrote him telling him how I felt but I never heard from him. I still haven't. We should talk sometime.
I came back and caught up with him again. Nothing's changed. I still love him. I have always been afraid of rejection, so I still haven't done anything. We see each other periodically and there's still that chemistry. I catch him looking at me but don't say anything.
He came over the other day to help me out with the computer. I hadn't seen him in over two years but he's still the handsomest, sweetest man I've ever met. The chemistry's still there and we talk as if we've never been apart.
Sometimes I think I should bring it up but I hesitate. I talked about him in therapy today. It felt good talking about him. Everything is good about him. I wish we could spend more time together but so much time has passed.
I hesitate because of rejection. I hesitate because I'm used garbage and infected garbage at that! I know relationships exist between positive and negative partners but I wouldn't put him through that. I didn't before when I was healthy, so why bother now?
Don't know when I'll see him again. We periodically go for Indian food because we're the only ones that like that cuisine. I hope I don't have to wait another two years to see him. I do want to talk to him when we get together. After 24 years...I still love the guy.
Just wanted to share.
Chiflaco out.
I was sitting in the cafeteria one night and this guy stopped by and joined me for dinner. He sat down and we began talking. I found we had a lot in common as we laughed and talked.
Ernie was a cut up. I actually allowed him to give me a ride home the next morning. And so it started.
I'd be at work and I'd get a phone call and he would say he'd pick me up. He would surprise me with a picnic. We'd go to a park and laugh and eat. We did a lot of laughing...and eating too.
He introduced me to his family and I became a fixture in his life. I was happy. I never felt like I belonged and here I felt whole for the first time in my life. He had a dinner for me one night where he introduced me to his friends. They all liked me of course.
I spent the night one time and we shared his bed. In the middle of the night I awoke to find him staring at me. Was I making it up? Was I dreaming? I just went back to sleep.
We went shopping one day and bought a tent and sleeping bags. He picked me up one day and drove to the coast where we pitched the tent and proceeded to enjoy the beach. We found some hazelnut coffee and made a great pot. We bought some shrimp and grilled them on his grill. Life was great.
We would go to employee banquets and we always put on a show. We would dress up and outdo the managers. Someone took a photo of us and I enlarged it and framed it and gave him a copy. We were so happy.
I never said anything. In my mind's eye he loved me back. But mum's the word. Why was I scared?
I lost track of him once upon a time, but I never forgot him. How could I? I went off on adventures but my heart was always here in San Antonio. I think I wrote him telling him how I felt but I never heard from him. I still haven't. We should talk sometime.
I came back and caught up with him again. Nothing's changed. I still love him. I have always been afraid of rejection, so I still haven't done anything. We see each other periodically and there's still that chemistry. I catch him looking at me but don't say anything.
He came over the other day to help me out with the computer. I hadn't seen him in over two years but he's still the handsomest, sweetest man I've ever met. The chemistry's still there and we talk as if we've never been apart.
Sometimes I think I should bring it up but I hesitate. I talked about him in therapy today. It felt good talking about him. Everything is good about him. I wish we could spend more time together but so much time has passed.
I hesitate because of rejection. I hesitate because I'm used garbage and infected garbage at that! I know relationships exist between positive and negative partners but I wouldn't put him through that. I didn't before when I was healthy, so why bother now?
Don't know when I'll see him again. We periodically go for Indian food because we're the only ones that like that cuisine. I hope I don't have to wait another two years to see him. I do want to talk to him when we get together. After 24 years...I still love the guy.
Just wanted to share.
Chiflaco out.
19 May 2014
Bad VIA Experience
Like I'm surprised. I was waiting for the bus yesterday when a bus came by and I got up to get on it. The operator stopped and changed it to Out of Service. That means that it's only going downtown and then back to the garage.
This has happened before and I've nicely said I'm only going down a few stops. This time the bus driver said no that it was against policy to pick anyone up. How rude! I just told her this was yet another bad VIA experience.
Wish they would get their you-know-what together.
Chiflaco out.
This has happened before and I've nicely said I'm only going down a few stops. This time the bus driver said no that it was against policy to pick anyone up. How rude! I just told her this was yet another bad VIA experience.
Wish they would get their you-know-what together.
Chiflaco out.
Splurge
Apparently I forgot to use my $15 of food stamps last month. That means that I had $30 to spend. Just got back from the store and I stocked up my freezer full of goodies. Now I have food for the next week and a half.
18 May 2014
Diana Ross
We all know where we were Thursday 21 July 1983. We were glued to the TV all set to watch Diana. She was giving a concert in Central Park.
The show started off great, great entrance. Then it happened, the wind started up and then it began to rain. Trouper that she is, she kept on performing. Then it got really bad and she had to stop but not before promising to return the next day.
Then Friday came and we were all drinking and ready for the show of a lifetime. Diana did not let us down as usual. She opened with I'm Coming Out and she ran from her trailer and up the steps to the stage and she just wowed us.
Miss Ross was Supreme. She gave a great concert and it went on for a while. But it was too short for us fans. I had a blast watching the concert. I splurged when I saw it on Amazon. I'm lucky to have it and will watch it periodically. I also was able to get her concert from Caesar's Palace which is another great concert. I remember I used to have it on laser disc way back when.
Should I even mention that I've seen her in concert? And she does not disappoint. I would love to see her again...maybe one day.
Chiflaco out.
12 May 2014
VIA Sucks!!!
Got my passport out and headed out to the barrio the other day. I had to go to the clinic pharmacy to pick up a script. It's a hassle but it's free.
I left here at 8,30 and ventured out. I had to take to buses to get there. Lots of waiting. The bright side is that I schlepped out in the morning before it gets hot.
I had to run another errand and I had to take three buses to get there. More waiting. Since I was out, I had lunch at a Chinese buffet. The embarrassing thing was that I was walking back to my table and my shorts started to fall down. Thank gawd I had showered that morning. I managed to hold on to my tray and lift my shorts up at the same time. Very talented.
Then I took the bus home and was exhausted by the time I got home. I got home at 2,15. That's almost six hours out of my day. Granted I don't do anything, it's the principle. I came home, took another shower and lay down. I didn't sleep, I just rested.
VIA sucks big time. Had I a car, I would have done my running around in an hour. I hope they fix VIA sometime soon.
Chiflaco out.
I left here at 8,30 and ventured out. I had to take to buses to get there. Lots of waiting. The bright side is that I schlepped out in the morning before it gets hot.
I had to run another errand and I had to take three buses to get there. More waiting. Since I was out, I had lunch at a Chinese buffet. The embarrassing thing was that I was walking back to my table and my shorts started to fall down. Thank gawd I had showered that morning. I managed to hold on to my tray and lift my shorts up at the same time. Very talented.
Then I took the bus home and was exhausted by the time I got home. I got home at 2,15. That's almost six hours out of my day. Granted I don't do anything, it's the principle. I came home, took another shower and lay down. I didn't sleep, I just rested.
VIA sucks big time. Had I a car, I would have done my running around in an hour. I hope they fix VIA sometime soon.
Chiflaco out.
02 May 2014
Busy Friday
I'm tired. I had a busy day. I started off by going to the clinic to get refills on some psych meds. They've been saying they're now taking my insurance. I've been talking to the insurance and they don't have the clinic in network. Well today they called the insurance and were on the phone about 30 minutes. They still couldn't find the clinic and Maria said they do take the insurance but they don't have the address. They're working on it.
Then I went downstairs for breakfast. I hadn't had chilaquiles is quite a while so I was sated. Then it was off to the library.
Then out of the blue I decided to go to Academy to buy some trunks. I need to start getting in shape. It's so difficult to find trunks without a print. I want a simple colored pair. I found a pair and now I have to get on the ball about swimming. Supposedly I can swim for free with a doctor's note which I have. We'll see.
Then I came home and crashed. I didn't nap, I just lay in bed catching my breath. I was tired.
Chiflaco out.
Then I went downstairs for breakfast. I hadn't had chilaquiles is quite a while so I was sated. Then it was off to the library.
Then out of the blue I decided to go to Academy to buy some trunks. I need to start getting in shape. It's so difficult to find trunks without a print. I want a simple colored pair. I found a pair and now I have to get on the ball about swimming. Supposedly I can swim for free with a doctor's note which I have. We'll see.
Then I came home and crashed. I didn't nap, I just lay in bed catching my breath. I was tired.
Chiflaco out.
01 May 2014
Evita
Then off to the Majestic for a great musical. Of course we did a lot of people watching and critiquing. You know how girls can get catty.
We all agreed that the musical was a whole lot better than the movie. Duh.
Chiflaco out.
27 April 2014
Quiet Week
I've not been having anything to blog lately. Just had another quiet week. Nothing out of the ordinary.
I did go out to breakfast with Mike yesterday. Sometimes we just need time alone. We had a fun time as usual. We got to cruise some hot guys. Funny how club people go to Jim's after a hard night of clubbing.
At least I think these are club people. Who else is gonna be with a hot stud for breakfast? I ain't dumb. It makes for a good story.
Today Victoria had a Fiesta party. I baked some cookies that were devoured greedily. I went over for an hour or so. I just felt so out of place. I just ate and ran.
Nothing else.
I did go out to breakfast with Mike yesterday. Sometimes we just need time alone. We had a fun time as usual. We got to cruise some hot guys. Funny how club people go to Jim's after a hard night of clubbing.
At least I think these are club people. Who else is gonna be with a hot stud for breakfast? I ain't dumb. It makes for a good story.
Today Victoria had a Fiesta party. I baked some cookies that were devoured greedily. I went over for an hour or so. I just felt so out of place. I just ate and ran.
Nothing else.
22 April 2014
Easter
Are you sitting down? I went to Easter service with Mike and Tony. Hard to believe the church didn't burn down and there was no lightening. It was overcast though.
We went to Metropolitan Community Church. That's a gay church. Everyone was very friendly and shook my hand and made me feel welcome.
The service was different than the Catholic services I'm used to. They did do communion which I did not participate in. There was a lot of singing and hand waving. It was interesting.
The best part of it was that we went to lunch afterward. Hey, if I don't have to cook, it's great. We went to EZ's and had burgers and pizza. The plus is they serve Pepsi, you know me and Pepsi. It just tastes a whole lot better than other colas.
Chiflaco out.
We went to Metropolitan Community Church. That's a gay church. Everyone was very friendly and shook my hand and made me feel welcome.
The service was different than the Catholic services I'm used to. They did do communion which I did not participate in. There was a lot of singing and hand waving. It was interesting.
The best part of it was that we went to lunch afterward. Hey, if I don't have to cook, it's great. We went to EZ's and had burgers and pizza. The plus is they serve Pepsi, you know me and Pepsi. It just tastes a whole lot better than other colas.
Chiflaco out.
19 April 2014
Leticia
Went to lunch with Leticia Thursday. We haven't seen each other in two years. She used to work downtown so we were able to see each other frequently. But her work relocated to the Pearl Brewery and we kind of lost track of each other.
We went to pick up her fiancé. Just found out she's getting married. Friday of all days. Mike is a good guy. They seem well suited for each other. I'm glad for her. We had a great lunch at Luther's. We visited and laughed.
She was getting married Friday and I forgot all about it. Some friend I turned out to be. I had hoped to be the flower girl. LOL. I could just see me drizzling petals down the aisle! Good for her.
Chiflaco out.
We went to pick up her fiancé. Just found out she's getting married. Friday of all days. Mike is a good guy. They seem well suited for each other. I'm glad for her. We had a great lunch at Luther's. We visited and laughed.
She was getting married Friday and I forgot all about it. Some friend I turned out to be. I had hoped to be the flower girl. LOL. I could just see me drizzling petals down the aisle! Good for her.
Chiflaco out.
15 April 2014
I Hate VIA!!!
For those that don't know, VIA is the transit system here in San Antonio. The nuns used to say not to use the word hate because it is too strong. Well, I abhor, detest, and loathe VIA.
They recently introduced an electronic bus fare program. You swipe the card and it's good for 31 days. Sounds easy. One would think.
People swipe and swipe and the thing says 'Card not Valid.' No matter how many times we swipe we get that obnoxious announcement. It slows down everybody. We that are on the bus already are frustrated at this. The people getting on get frustrated. We look forward to the ding that allows us to get on board.
The other way to get on is to insert the card the first time you use it and it's good for the 31 days. When we swipe and it doesn't go through, we can insert the card and it will let us on. Most often than not, the bus driver gets frustrated also and snatches the card from us and inserts it.
Also, for paying riders, they have to pay and this slows the bus down also. It sometimes takes a few tries for it to accept dollar bills and the person and the bus driver both get frustrated.
When one gets on with a half-off ID, one shows the ID and swipes the bus pass. Again, one gets that obnoxious message, 'Card Not Valid.' When it finally registers, we get the message to 'Please Show ID.' Again, frustrating.
They need to figure out a better way to do this. In the old days I just showed my bus pass and got on. Now I have to swipe and show my ID. When we go shopping, we have to balance our shopping to get on board.
Chiflaco out.
They recently introduced an electronic bus fare program. You swipe the card and it's good for 31 days. Sounds easy. One would think.
People swipe and swipe and the thing says 'Card not Valid.' No matter how many times we swipe we get that obnoxious announcement. It slows down everybody. We that are on the bus already are frustrated at this. The people getting on get frustrated. We look forward to the ding that allows us to get on board.
The other way to get on is to insert the card the first time you use it and it's good for the 31 days. When we swipe and it doesn't go through, we can insert the card and it will let us on. Most often than not, the bus driver gets frustrated also and snatches the card from us and inserts it.
Also, for paying riders, they have to pay and this slows the bus down also. It sometimes takes a few tries for it to accept dollar bills and the person and the bus driver both get frustrated.
When one gets on with a half-off ID, one shows the ID and swipes the bus pass. Again, one gets that obnoxious message, 'Card Not Valid.' When it finally registers, we get the message to 'Please Show ID.' Again, frustrating.
They need to figure out a better way to do this. In the old days I just showed my bus pass and got on. Now I have to swipe and show my ID. When we go shopping, we have to balance our shopping to get on board.
Chiflaco out.
13 April 2014
Family Luncheon
Debra's birthday was Thursday. Of course I called her up to wish her a fabulous birthday. I also invited everyone out for lunch in her honor.
Debra and Larry, Barbara, Jerry, Matthew, and Lauren went. My immediate family. I also invited Oscar, Larry's father. We had a great time. We went for Chinese buffet. I had some Chinese food, but they also had some pot roast and I went for it. The smashed taters were good and I also tried the ribs and they were succulent not the usual tough ribs.
I also had some tres leches cake that was out of this world. Usually the desserts at the buffets are tasteless and frozen but this was not. A girl can tell.
We took some photos as well and I can't believe how ugly I look. I had no idea. Honey, I'm not gonna be in a relationship any time soon.
I usually detox after a relationship. Usually it's a five year stretch with no action. This time around I'm going on ten years. I don't think I remember how to get things started again. Mike says it's like riding a bike, thing is I never learned to ride one.
Oh well, I've come this far. I don't need anyone anyway. I have Jean-Luc and my family. I did forget to include Mike. He's like a brother I never had. Okay I have a brother, but he's not much of a brother. He's never talked to me. His loss.
Chiflaco out.
Debra and Larry, Barbara, Jerry, Matthew, and Lauren went. My immediate family. I also invited Oscar, Larry's father. We had a great time. We went for Chinese buffet. I had some Chinese food, but they also had some pot roast and I went for it. The smashed taters were good and I also tried the ribs and they were succulent not the usual tough ribs.
I also had some tres leches cake that was out of this world. Usually the desserts at the buffets are tasteless and frozen but this was not. A girl can tell.
We took some photos as well and I can't believe how ugly I look. I had no idea. Honey, I'm not gonna be in a relationship any time soon.
I usually detox after a relationship. Usually it's a five year stretch with no action. This time around I'm going on ten years. I don't think I remember how to get things started again. Mike says it's like riding a bike, thing is I never learned to ride one.
Oh well, I've come this far. I don't need anyone anyway. I have Jean-Luc and my family. I did forget to include Mike. He's like a brother I never had. Okay I have a brother, but he's not much of a brother. He's never talked to me. His loss.
Chiflaco out.
06 April 2014
Ladies Who Lunch
Went to lunch with Mike and Tony. We went to a semi-usual hangout, Luther's. It's a nice family restaurant in the gay neighborhood. We had our usual ditzy waiter Javier who always makes us feel welcome.
I had the brisket sandwich and it was scrumptious. There was a lot of brisket and Tony made the comment that that was a lot of meat for that bun. I forgot what they had because I'm still savoring my meal.
We also had dessert. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm not much of a dessert person. Okay, I bake, but I prefer to share the goodies. I had something called Heavenly Chocolate and it was!
Chocolate cake with chocolate liquor and two scoops of Bluebell ice cream. It was orgasmic and I highly recommend this.
It's always nice to go out with the boys. I can feel the love at the table. And I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Here's to many more fun times.
Chiflaco out.
I had the brisket sandwich and it was scrumptious. There was a lot of brisket and Tony made the comment that that was a lot of meat for that bun. I forgot what they had because I'm still savoring my meal.
We also had dessert. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm not much of a dessert person. Okay, I bake, but I prefer to share the goodies. I had something called Heavenly Chocolate and it was!
Chocolate cake with chocolate liquor and two scoops of Bluebell ice cream. It was orgasmic and I highly recommend this.
It's always nice to go out with the boys. I can feel the love at the table. And I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Here's to many more fun times.
Chiflaco out.
05 April 2014
Quiet Week
Nothing much going on this week. I have been having tummy trouble and am munching on Tums and Maalox. I've mostly stayed home this week.
Mike and I went to breakfast today. There were some cute guys sitting across from us and he got the full view. I did an Exorcist turn and saw the guy Mike pointed out. He was a hottie with a fabulous schnozz. There was also one that looked like Dan Radcliffe. Mike said he thought of them having a three-way. I'd love to see that.
Then we went to the store. Mike is a sweetie as ya'll know. He lives in the Medical Center and comes all the way downtown to take me shopping. I think he worries a bit about me. Had an uneventful time at the store. No hot guys. Too bad.
Chiflaco out.
Mike and I went to breakfast today. There were some cute guys sitting across from us and he got the full view. I did an Exorcist turn and saw the guy Mike pointed out. He was a hottie with a fabulous schnozz. There was also one that looked like Dan Radcliffe. Mike said he thought of them having a three-way. I'd love to see that.
Then we went to the store. Mike is a sweetie as ya'll know. He lives in the Medical Center and comes all the way downtown to take me shopping. I think he worries a bit about me. Had an uneventful time at the store. No hot guys. Too bad.
Chiflaco out.
01 April 2014
How I Met Your Mother
OMG! The series ended. And it was a shocker. After years of telling the story of how Ted met the mother of his kids, they finally meet and live happily ever after...for a while.
Tracy dies! After all that. They had the perfect relationship. And then they kill her off! The kids tell Ted that he should date Robin and the show ends with him going to her apartment.
All in all, I was pleased with the outcome. It is sad to see them go, but it had to end. Now I have nothing to watch on Monday nights.
Chiflaco out.
Tracy dies! After all that. They had the perfect relationship. And then they kill her off! The kids tell Ted that he should date Robin and the show ends with him going to her apartment.
All in all, I was pleased with the outcome. It is sad to see them go, but it had to end. Now I have nothing to watch on Monday nights.
Chiflaco out.
31 March 2014
Quiet Weekend
Nothing much went on this weekend. I did do lunch with Mike Saturday. We went to The Mexican Manhattan for Tex-Mex food. Then we came home and he put together my new entertainment center.
I bought one last week and I tried to put it together but I could only do so much because of my right shoulder. I woke up in pain one morning months ago and it's still tender. I bless my lucking stars for a great friend like Mike. Eddie used to say I was blessed with Mike. Good karma follows me around.
Chiflaco out.
I bought one last week and I tried to put it together but I could only do so much because of my right shoulder. I woke up in pain one morning months ago and it's still tender. I bless my lucking stars for a great friend like Mike. Eddie used to say I was blessed with Mike. Good karma follows me around.
Chiflaco out.
26 March 2014
Birthday Girl
25 March 2014
Chest Pains
Wednesday in yoga class I felt a sharp pain in my chest. It was very painful. I didn't feel better all week. Sunday it just felt worse so I decided to go to the hospital.
I was in the ER for five hours. They did an EKG and my heart was normal but they wanted to run some tests. Yesterday I took several MRIs. Today the cardiologist said everything was okay. So what was the pain?
It did help that they gave me morphine. That got rid of my pain but they wanted to keep me in observation. Whatever it was disappeared. Maybe I needed attention.
Anyhooooooo, it's nice to be home. I left a mixing bowlful of food for Jean-Luc. I also gave him some fresh water. I just walked in the door and JL had eaten everything. It's nice to be needed.
Chiflaco out.
I was in the ER for five hours. They did an EKG and my heart was normal but they wanted to run some tests. Yesterday I took several MRIs. Today the cardiologist said everything was okay. So what was the pain?
It did help that they gave me morphine. That got rid of my pain but they wanted to keep me in observation. Whatever it was disappeared. Maybe I needed attention.
Anyhooooooo, it's nice to be home. I left a mixing bowlful of food for Jean-Luc. I also gave him some fresh water. I just walked in the door and JL had eaten everything. It's nice to be needed.
Chiflaco out.
22 March 2014
Saturday
What a wasted day. I woke up with my knee swollen and a case of diarrhea, so that meant no yoga for today. I felt cheated. I really like going to class even though I can't perform like I'd like.
The rest of the day was a blur. I tried to nap, I really need to sleep, but I couldn't. I was just a schlub all day. No energy whatsoever.
I did catch up on some DVDs. If you haven't seen it, there's a campy movie called Die Mommie Die. Charles Busch is Angela a once popular chanteuse who lives with her husband and two adult children.
When the husband dies, all fingers point to Angela. It's up to the kids to figure out the mystery. Not an award winning film, but hysterical nonetheless.
Then I watched Breaking Dawn Part 2. The continuing saga of Bella and Edward. You just have to root for these two. She decides to become a vampire also and marries Edward, the love of her life. Just about as good as the books.
Chiflaco out.
The rest of the day was a blur. I tried to nap, I really need to sleep, but I couldn't. I was just a schlub all day. No energy whatsoever.
I did catch up on some DVDs. If you haven't seen it, there's a campy movie called Die Mommie Die. Charles Busch is Angela a once popular chanteuse who lives with her husband and two adult children.
When the husband dies, all fingers point to Angela. It's up to the kids to figure out the mystery. Not an award winning film, but hysterical nonetheless.
Then I watched Breaking Dawn Part 2. The continuing saga of Bella and Edward. You just have to root for these two. She decides to become a vampire also and marries Edward, the love of her life. Just about as good as the books.
Chiflaco out.
19 March 2014
Yoga
I was a bad boy yesterday. I skipped class because I was in a lot of pain. My muscles were aching and I could feel my body stretched out of proportion. Like I said, I was energized and exhausted at the same time. I stayed home and took some Tylenol and took it easy looking forward to a night out with the boys.
Today I woke up and didn't feel like going. I stayed in and did nothing and tried to recuperate. Then I remembered there's an evening class I can go to. So off I went.
Class was fun and I had great difficulty doing the postures. There were more men in this class and they were all shirtless. I felt out of place. I'm not about to show this pathetic body to anyone.
People are very supportive and we high fived each other after class. I must say the men are very friendly. I did get cruised by a couple of guys, and they were hot. Okay I'm not there for the men, I'm there for me. I just go and do my business and that's it.
But it'd be nice....
Chiflaco out.
Today I woke up and didn't feel like going. I stayed in and did nothing and tried to recuperate. Then I remembered there's an evening class I can go to. So off I went.
Class was fun and I had great difficulty doing the postures. There were more men in this class and they were all shirtless. I felt out of place. I'm not about to show this pathetic body to anyone.
People are very supportive and we high fived each other after class. I must say the men are very friendly. I did get cruised by a couple of guys, and they were hot. Okay I'm not there for the men, I'm there for me. I just go and do my business and that's it.
But it'd be nice....
Chiflaco out.
18 March 2014
Wicked
Whatever, it was a night out and I haven't had one in a long time. It was nice being out in my hood at night I'm usually in bed mode around 9 or so. If you haven't seen it, go.
We had dinner at the Houston St Bistro and it was scrumptious. I'd been there before with Leticia so I readily recommended it. It was Tony's birthday so Mike wanted to go somewhere special. Tony and I had the chicken cordon bleu and Mike had the special that came with tiramisu which we all shared.
http://houstonstbistro.com/
It was funny. I bumped into a neighbor and he did a double take. I'm usually in shorts and a polo shirt and tonight I was in Dockers and a nice button down shirt and dressy shoes. He couldn't believe it. I do have a flair for dressing up. And I love getting dressed and getting the attention. Guess I still got it.
Chiflaco out.
17 March 2014
Bikram Yoga
Well, I finally did it. I've been meaning to do this for some time but something always came up, bad weather, not feeling well. I went to yoga class today. I'm exhausted and invigorated at the same time.
Bikram Yoga is yoga with the heat turned on, literally. They have the studio on high and you feel it as soon as you walk in. I did the postures to the best of my ability. I do not have the flexibility I used to have when I did yoga before. It was downright hard.
I actually sweated. I normally don't sweat so this was a first for me. There were some postures where we had to hold on to our foot but I sweated so much it was just too difficult to do them. And my knee kept popping throughout the class.
My instructor is HOT! I couldn't help but notice he had his ear pierced several times. And then he came to class shirtless and the tiniest shorts I've ever seen on a man and I couldn't help but notice his box...delicious.
There were some other hot guys in class and most of them were just in shorts. I think I was the only one with a shirt on and it stuck to me like there's no tomorrow. There was this one hairy guy I couldn't take my eyes off. He was short and I noticed a wedding band, not that that's stopped me before.
Everybody was friendly and supportive. I actually made it through the entire class. They have a special for newbies, 10 sessions for $20. Not bad. I'll just have to buy a package that fits my budget. I really want to pursue this. Plus I just got a call from Humana saying that I can use the YMCA for free. They also have yoga classes available.
Yoga is spiritually and mentally good as well. I'm hoping to lose my paunch and regain some flexibility. I started out slow, but by the end of class I felt real comfortable.
http://bikramyogasa.com/
Chiflaco out.
Bikram Yoga is yoga with the heat turned on, literally. They have the studio on high and you feel it as soon as you walk in. I did the postures to the best of my ability. I do not have the flexibility I used to have when I did yoga before. It was downright hard.
I actually sweated. I normally don't sweat so this was a first for me. There were some postures where we had to hold on to our foot but I sweated so much it was just too difficult to do them. And my knee kept popping throughout the class.
My instructor is HOT! I couldn't help but notice he had his ear pierced several times. And then he came to class shirtless and the tiniest shorts I've ever seen on a man and I couldn't help but notice his box...delicious.
There were some other hot guys in class and most of them were just in shorts. I think I was the only one with a shirt on and it stuck to me like there's no tomorrow. There was this one hairy guy I couldn't take my eyes off. He was short and I noticed a wedding band, not that that's stopped me before.
Everybody was friendly and supportive. I actually made it through the entire class. They have a special for newbies, 10 sessions for $20. Not bad. I'll just have to buy a package that fits my budget. I really want to pursue this. Plus I just got a call from Humana saying that I can use the YMCA for free. They also have yoga classes available.
Yoga is spiritually and mentally good as well. I'm hoping to lose my paunch and regain some flexibility. I started out slow, but by the end of class I felt real comfortable.
http://bikramyogasa.com/
Chiflaco out.
16 March 2014
Eddie
Eddie and I had plans for dinner yesterday. I called him up when dinner was ready and he didn't answer. So I ate by myself and saved some for him.
Still no answer today. Evelyn and Victoria were worried about him and they went by his place and he was talking through the door but was unable to answer the door for some reason.
Evelyn got worried and called 911. The firemen showed up and found Eddie dead on the floor. He must've just passed away. We don't know of any services planned yet. We have to wait to hear from his sister.
He wasn't in good health, he was in the hospital three times this winter. And he didn't take care of himself. He hated me to worry about his health.
Bless his heart is all I can say.
Chiflaco out.
Still no answer today. Evelyn and Victoria were worried about him and they went by his place and he was talking through the door but was unable to answer the door for some reason.
Evelyn got worried and called 911. The firemen showed up and found Eddie dead on the floor. He must've just passed away. We don't know of any services planned yet. We have to wait to hear from his sister.
He wasn't in good health, he was in the hospital three times this winter. And he didn't take care of himself. He hated me to worry about his health.
Bless his heart is all I can say.
Chiflaco out.
15 March 2014
Home
Chiflaco out.
14 March 2014
Jean-Luc
My baby keeps me centered and entertained. I recently got an over the door mirror to check me out. I've lost so much weight and I want to make sure I look presentable when I go out.
Jean-Luc is fascinated with the mirror. He looks at himself and thinks there's another cat in the apartment. It's funny to see him standing looking at himself in the mirror.
He's been very needy lately. He jumps in my lap when I'm watching TV and takes a nap. Luckily sometimes I've just inserted a movie and don't mind him napping away. The problem is when I have to go to the bathroom and he's in the way. I just hold it until he stretches out and I can make a mad dash to the bathroom.
He loves to nap with me. He's always waiting in bed for me when it's time for beddy-bye. He waits on his side of the bed, he knows his side. In the middle of the night I turn around and he's snoring away.
I love my baby. We just celebrated our four-year anniversary this January. Hard to believe we've known each other for such a short time. I'm so grateful to Barbara for finding him on Craigslist.
Chiflaco out.
Jean-Luc is fascinated with the mirror. He looks at himself and thinks there's another cat in the apartment. It's funny to see him standing looking at himself in the mirror.
He's been very needy lately. He jumps in my lap when I'm watching TV and takes a nap. Luckily sometimes I've just inserted a movie and don't mind him napping away. The problem is when I have to go to the bathroom and he's in the way. I just hold it until he stretches out and I can make a mad dash to the bathroom.
He loves to nap with me. He's always waiting in bed for me when it's time for beddy-bye. He waits on his side of the bed, he knows his side. In the middle of the night I turn around and he's snoring away.
I love my baby. We just celebrated our four-year anniversary this January. Hard to believe we've known each other for such a short time. I'm so grateful to Barbara for finding him on Craigslist.
Chiflaco out.
Thai Lao Orchid
Went to lunch with my favourite niece and her sister. Barbara and Debra work downtown on Broadway St. Debra invited me to lunch and we went to Thai Lao Orchid restaurant down from the office. Isabel and Andrea went also.
The food was great and it was nice to spend time with my nieces. I also made an offer to see us for lunch with the family. I haven't seen them since my Mom's funeral. I hope we get to get together. I also need updated photos of us.
Chiflaco out.
The food was great and it was nice to spend time with my nieces. I also made an offer to see us for lunch with the family. I haven't seen them since my Mom's funeral. I hope we get to get together. I also need updated photos of us.
Chiflaco out.
04 March 2014
Dr's Visit
Went to the clinic yesterday for lab results. I'm still a healthy sick man. My t-cell count went down again, 113. I'm still undetectable. My liver and kidneys are okay, my glucose level is good, my blood pressure good...great visit.
Dr Martinez was happy with my hearing aids as well. I really like him because he knows my history.
Chiflaco out.
Dr Martinez was happy with my hearing aids as well. I really like him because he knows my history.
Chiflaco out.
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